happened the morning after Donald passed away. A voice inside my mind said
"Stupid, I'm Happy".
Last Experience Happened 7 days
after during entense griefing and I asked for help. Soon after closing my eyes
to try to go to sleep I saw Donald standing infront of bright but not blinding
light with his arms extended. He looked like when I first meet him in 1988 with
a wide smile and a peaceful look. He said that, "I am happy, it's hard for
you to undersatand but your whole life is but a second here. I will be here for
you when it's your time. We will always be together. Guillermo [my current
boyfriend] loves you very much be there for him.