before the accident I woke up in a cold sweat with my son sleeping besiede me.
I had dreamed that we had all gone for a family drive my 2 sons and my ex
and came to a river which was never on tha tpart of the road before.
I said lets just drive across it we did and when we got to the otherside
the rode ended so we turned around. comming
back we got caught ina whirl pool which next thing I knew we where all out the
car and I was looking down in the whirlpool and I could see my son's and my ex
alll hanging on to hands. I tried
to swim to them to save them and the next thing I noticed the cloudiness of the
whilrpool cleared up but it was still dark and it was the old flooring that the
ranch house use to have. and all
these cast iron table and chairs set up. I
woke up before I reached the bottom and remeber looking at my son and thinking
thank god I never hit bottom. I
went back to sleep and the next time I was woken up the accident had already
happened and when I found my son I knew he was gone as he was blue.
they revived him at the hospital after he had been with out oxygen for
over 2 hours but he was in a coma. They
tranfered himn roght away to a hospital in a bigger city.
I knew he wasnt going to make it when they started asking about organ
donation. I told them to do what
ever possible for him to keep him alive. a
week and a half later they told me he was brain dead and to let him die with
dignity. during the time he was in
a comma it was the first night I had a dream.
It was not a visual dream but an audio dream.
It was a male voice that said, "Kyle was an old soul and that is why
his time on this earth was so short. Dont
be sad for Kyle be happy" that
voice is what got me though this awful experience.
When it was
time to let him go I whispered in his ear and told him that his time on earth
was done and he was to go to the light, and all his family would be waiting
there. I lost both of my brothers 3
years before that whom Kyle was very close too.