When my father died he came to me.

I can never communicate what I experienced and the memory has faded some.

I awoke from sleep and raised my head to look up and there was this 'blue'. I can not describe it as a thing or a light. It was so wonderful and it danced all over the room.

My father had only died that day and we were all upset and I was sleeping in the same bed as my youngest sister and her young son. Oh and the dog slept at the bottom of the bed. The dog was mesmerized and followed the 'blue'. Next thing I was part of the blue and had  a feeling that anyone would be greedy for.

There were also a few spirits that I could see ( They looked rather like weightless jelly tear drops) and such a feeling of calm that we normally can only imagine and hope for. My sister and nephew were awake and I was talking with my fathers voice and my face contorted as if it was his.

My father was not an easy man to live with.  Not violent, but found it very hard to show his true feelings. He and my mother had six children and we were all with him as he died.

Remember this was a few years ago.

He was conveying to us that firstly he was fine and look how he could dance now and was one with all his friends and family. God loved us all and as long as we live our lives as best and as good as we can we our God's children and he will forgive us.

You probably will think I was drunk or drugged, but I was not. People have always said I tend to be a psychic.

There were other things happened that week. Lights in the house went orange, you could hear wind and it was not windy. Even my daughter who would have been about 15 then felt the presence of something and did not think I had gone totally mad. I have been brought up a Roman Catholic. I thought my family would freak out, but they did believe me.

I did not feel sad about him after this and treasure the fact that he came back to me and my sister. 

At the time it was such a well words cannot describe the experience and I was greedy for it. I wanted to share this experience so much, but that is not for me to do.

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?   I felt extremely alert and was also allowed to communicate with my sister whilst having this experience with 'the wonderful blue' and the spirits that were there too.

Was the experience dream like in any way? Not at all.  I do dream a lot and talk in my sleep sometimes, but my sister and nephew witnessed this and the dog. I had been asleep and then my eyes opened, and I just looked up and raised my head slightly and saw 'the wonderful blue' ( I cannot describe it as a light it was more than that)

Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body?   Yes

Describe your appearance or form apart from your body:   see above

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   wonderment, pleasure, bewilderment, love, calmness, oneness most importantly!

Why should I have been given such a wonderfully extreme experience. It is just beyond belief and unless you experience this you will never understand.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?   Just my voice but as my fathers

Did you see a light?   Yes

Just a wonderful 'blue'   Something we cannot really comprehend.

Did you meet or see any other beings?   Yes

There were other 'Spirits' there  like jelly teardrops but light as feathers just there and I had a feeling they were smiling.

I got the impression they were dad's friends, though he never felt he had any.  Maybe family members he had not got on with either

They just wanted to convey the feeling of oneness and that we will be with our loved ones.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?   Uncertain

Describe:   Only I know my youngest sister was with me and said my voice and face contorted like our father's 

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?   Yes   The blue the blue the wonderful blue.

I have kept getting this sentence through my head as though it is a reminder

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes Describe:   As if all time is now.