both experiences were some
what short the first one we were walking along a beach remembering the way it
used to be. The second time was more physical lot's of hugging as though we
didn't want to separate again. And I haven't felt or seen him since.
Did you sense an awareness or
presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling
them ? No
Did you hear the deceased or
hear something associated with the deceased?
Justin was telling me he missed me but he was very very happy were he was.
Did the voice or
sound seem to originate externally, or outside of you, inside of you, or did you
not hear a voice or sound but had a knowing of what was communicated?
it was all telepathic
If you heard a
voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar to the voice or sound the deceased
made when they were alive?
How clearly did you
hear the deceased? very clear
like i said it was telepathic
Is there any
possibility that what you heard was from any other source in the surroundings at
the time of your experience? NO
Was there any
possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
Did you feel a touch or
experience any physical contact from the deceased?
Where and how were
you touched? lots of hugging
and kissing , imagine seeing your wife or husband for the first time in eight
years after they died, it's very emotional and PHYSICAL.
Was the touch
familiar? very familiar
communicated by the touch? just a huge amount of love, peace, and happiness
Is there any
possibility what you felt was from any other source present in your surroundings
at the time of your experience?
Did you see the deceased?
appearance of the deceased:
Justin looked the same. he still looked seventeen
How clearly did the
deceased appear? I don't
remember if he was solid or transparent
How much of the
deceased did you see? all of
Did the deceased
appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
he was the same age as he was when he died.
How healthy did the
deceased appear to be? he
looked as alive as the last time i saw him before the accident.
Is there any
possibility what you saw was from any other source present in your surroundings
at the time of your experience? no
Did you smell a distinct
smell, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
How long did the
experience last? not very long
Was the beginning and end
of the experience gradual or more sudden?
the beginning was very sudden all of a sudden i was at a beach like he put me
there and he just appeared completely unexpectedly. the end is very foggy to
Could you sense the emotions
or mood of the deceased? just as happy as i was
just as happy as i was
Did the deceased give you
information you did not previously know?
i don't recall getting any specific information
How do you currently view the
reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real
Describe in detail your
feelings/emotions during the experience:
overjoyed to see Justin again
attitudes and beliefs about your experience do you currently have:
Was there any emotional
healing in any way following the experience?
i know he's with me which makes me feel good
Did the experience give you
any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?
i know that just because someone dies doesn't mean there not still with you.
Have you ever made a death compact? No
Did you ever in your life have a near-death
experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?
did have a spirit in my home who did visit me one night, but they only showed
themselves as a cloud like substance and would open my bedroom door alot and
walk around up there when i was alone in the house. To this day i don't know who
To the best of your knowledge, did the deceased,
during their life, ever have a near-death experience, out of body experience or
other spiritual experience? Yes
Was the experience dream like in any way?
was in a way but it was more real than a dream.
Did you experience a separation of consciousness from
your body? Uncertain
i don't know, but when the experience was over i woke
up kind of disoriented like i couldn't believe what had just happened.
see a light? Uncertain
i don't remember any specific light.
see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
the first time we were at a beach some were tropical but i don't know where we
have any sense of altered space or time?
time wasn't of the essence where we were.
have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
become aware of future events? No
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience? No
have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
I'm more in tune of things around me more religious .
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.?
Career choices? i find my
self constantly waiting for Justin to contact me again. I'm more depressed
than i used to be i've had to go on anti depressants because i just cant seem to
be myself. I just want to be with him!
shared this experience with others?
very supportive and believed me.
Have you shared this
experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?
What emotions/feelings did you experience following your experience?
sadness, depression, i just want to be with him.
the best and worst part of your experience?
the best part was being with him again. The worst not seeing him again after
the second visit.
anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?
I can honestly say it was the most wonderful thing to
ever happen to me.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Did the questions asked and information you provided
accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?