Amber C's ADC

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 Experience description:

both experiences were some what short the first one we were walking along a beach remembering the way it used to be.  The second time was more physical lot's of hugging as though we didn't want to separate again.  And I haven't felt or seen him since.

Did you sense an awareness or presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them ?  No
Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?  Yes
Describe:  Justin was telling me he missed me but he was very very happy were he was.

Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally, or outside of you, inside of you, or did you not hear a voice or sound but had a knowing of what was communicated?  it was all telepathic

If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar to the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?  similar

How clearly did you hear the deceased?  very clear like i said it was telepathic

Is there any possibility that what you heard was from any other source in the surroundings at the time of your experience?  NO

Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?  no

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?  Yes

Where and how were you touched?  lots of hugging and kissing , imagine seeing your wife or husband for the first time in eight years after they died, it's very emotional and PHYSICAL.

Was the touch familiar?  very familiar

Was anything communicated by the touch?  just a huge amount of love, peace, and happiness

Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in your surroundings at the time of your experience?  no

Did you see the deceased?  Yes

Describe the appearance of the deceased:  Justin looked the same.  he still looked seventeen

How clearly did the deceased appear?  I don't remember if he was solid or transparent

How much of the deceased did you see?  all of him.

Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?  he was the same age as he was when he died.

How healthy did the deceased appear to be?  he looked as alive as the last time i saw him before the accident.

Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in your surroundings at the time of your experience?  no

Did you smell a distinct smell, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?  No

How long did the experience last?  not very long

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?  the beginning was very sudden all of a sudden i was at a beach like he put me there and he just appeared completely unexpectedly.  the end is very foggy to me.

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?  just as happy as i was
Describe:  just as happy as i was

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  i don't recall getting any specific information

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:  Experience was definitely real

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  overjoyed to see Justin again

What other attitudes and beliefs about your experience do you currently have:      Joy
Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?  Yes
Describe:  i know he's with me which makes me feel good

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?  Yes
Describe:  i know that just because someone dies doesn't mean there not still with you.

Have you ever made a death compact?  No
Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?  Yes
      Describe:  i did have a spirit in my home who did visit me one night, but they only showed themselves as a cloud like substance and would open my bedroom door alot and walk around up there when i was alone in the house. To this day i don't know who it was.

To the best of your knowledge, did the deceased, during their life, ever have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual experience?  Yes

Was the experience dream like in any way?
      Describe:  it was in a way but it was more real than a dream.

Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body? Uncertain
Describe:  i don't know, but when the experience was over i woke up kind of disoriented like i couldn't believe what had just happened.

Did you see a light?  Uncertain

      Describe:  i don't remember any specific light.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?  Yes

      Describe:  the first time we were at a beach some were tropical but i don't know where we were.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes

      Describe:  time wasn't of the essence where we were.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?  No

Did you become aware of future events?  No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?  No

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  I'm more in tune of things around me more religious .

Has the experience affected your relationships?  Daily life?  Religious practices etc.?  Career choices?  i find my self constantly waiting for Justin to contact me again.  I'm more depressed  than i used to be i've had to go on anti depressants because i just cant seem to be myself.  I just want to be with him!

Have you shared this experience with others?  Yes

      Describe:  very supportive and believed me.

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?  No

What emotions/feelings did you experience following your experience?
  sadness, depression, i just want to be with him.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?  the best part was being with him again.  The worst not seeing him again after the second visit.

Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?  I can honestly say it was the most wonderful thing to ever happen to me.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
  No response

      Describe:  my happiness

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?  No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?  Yes