Angelika J's ADC
The first experience
was being woken around three in the morning with the feeling of a huge force at
the side of my bed knowing instantly it was my mum I was I must say in awe and
not scared at the time she didn't show herself though but the force energy was
very very strong, I shut my eyes quick and opened them three times expecting see
her but I didn't so I shut them again and said in my head to her I love and miss
you mum I don't know what to do, then she spoke to me in my head wish was her
voice but high pitched and like radio waves, she said what do you mean what are
you suppose to do and said my name at the end as though she was calling me then
all of a sudden I still had my eyes shut a huge force came over me I couldn't
move my body it was that strong held me down and I got a huge rush all through
my body of for at least a minute. I opened my eyes and shot up and went freezing
cold I could still sense her energy there saying I know your her with me mum
then she went. The second experience was a vision she brought her mum with her,
the third was a vision with seeing mist, I got scared after that and slept with
my bedroom light on for three months and she stopped then she must of known I
was scared. The dream a year later she took me to a beautiful place with animals
and people together that looked like paradise and I sensed she was with other
late love one's but I didn't see them.
Was this experience difficult to express in words? No
Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them? No
Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased? Yes
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated: I heard her voice loud pitched and sounding anxious about me.
Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated? She spoke to me in my head, I spoke in my head to her to.
If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive? It was her voice and sound.
Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? No it was my mum it was early hours of the morning my kids were in bed.
Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience? My hearing is fine and it was in my head not in my eye she spoke to me.
Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased? Yes
I felt a huge energy force all over my body.
Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar? It was unfamiliar then a human touch it was like a strong energy.
Was anything communicated by the touch? The force or energy over me happened instantly after she spoke in my head.
Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? No
Did you see the deceased? No
Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died? When my sister saw her when she was sick in bed and my mum came to her she was late thirties looking, but I didn't see her with my experiences.
Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased? Yes
She sounded worried about me how I was coping.
Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know? No.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real: I know it was real and I feel very fortunate to have had these experiences and there really is something there after death, I feel that for our soul to live on is as amazing as life itself, I'm not religious at all but I feel now after my experience there must be something is in control with the spirit world but don't really believe in god.
Was the experience dream like in any way? Uncertain
Some were but the visit off her I was wide awake.
Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience: I was in total awe of it all and nervous to.
Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes
I new she wasn't gone for good and it put me more at peace with the loss of her.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? The best is knowing she is some where else and at peace the worst is the strong force.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes Describe: I don't get upset about stupid things no more, I want to work helping people, I have time for nature and the earth, I cant stand being around selfish people and I'm more of a loner because a lot of people around are all for themselves and I don't have time for silly people no more.
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes There is something after death , death is not final.
Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.? Yes Death is not the end its a new beginning like life is, I know when my time comes its not so scary because I know I will be a sprit with my late loved one's.
Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a compact? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Love and tenderness.
Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others? Uncertain
It wasn't experienced by others at the time in 2006 but in November 2008 my sister got really sick at home and had to be rushed in hospital in the night when she was ill my mum came to her reached her arms out to her and said she would be ok darling and went.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Uncertain
When I was a teenager and her mum died I had an experience of my Nan.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No
Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased? Yes
In the vision experience I saw her mums head and hair but not face.
Did you see a light? No
Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above? No
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes Not believing me and had doubts only because they haven't experienced it so they brush it off.
Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site? No
Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience? No.
Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? Yes
My Nan and an old man in a house I used to live in he got upset when I started decorating the house he use to live in before he died.
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes