I have three separate experiences to tell, i will relate them in the order in which they happened. In the first experience i was just starting to wake up, it was early in the morning, a voice spoke to me it said "make the most of your time left with her you haven't much left". I immediately thought the voice was referring to my mother who had breast cancer, and wasn't well at the time. I don't know whose voice it was, but i took it seriously. this happened about three months before my mum died.
The second thing that happened was a most profound experience to me, i hope in my explanation i can do it justice. One night whilst in bed asleep i can only describe it as i was taken on a journey. The odd thing is as i was waking up i started to laugh because everything i had seen and heard was so perfect and so fantastic i couldn't believe it. I was shown the purpose of everything, the reason we are here, all of it. I remember feeling so privileged. But as i was waking i heard the same voice as before saying i wouldn't remember any of it when i awoke, but i would remember that i had been taken and shown. Which is exactly what has happened. I do remember the total perfection of it all. I have an unshakable knowing that it all makes perfect sense, but we are not meant to know the truth. This happened about a month before my mum passed.
The third experience i have is about a very vivid dream i had about my mum, i met her in a room with 2 chairs, it was quite dark, well gloomy in the room. We had a conversation and we cuddled each other i was crying and asking her if she knew how much i missed her. She said she had been trying to get through to me but could only do it through this dream. She looked beautiful and well, with a lovely deep purple coat on. Her hair was long and chestnut colored. She had lost her hair when she was alive due to chemotherapy. The main impression it left me with is how vibrant and well she looked. Anyway back to the dream, then she said she had to go but had needed to let me know she was ok. I didn't want to leave her and started to cry, but woke up anyway, the weird thing was i was still asleep i was in another dream, i was crying as i felt she had gone far away and i didn't know how to get back. My husband woke me up (properly this time) asking me what was wrong as i was sobbing. The dream has a very vivid quality to it, I know i was with my mum, it was great i hope she can come again soon.
years ago i had an out of body experience when i fainted i was above myself looking down, watching my friend coming to help me i thought it was funny because i knew i was ok and she was worried.I also smell my mums perfume a lot i think she is trying to tell me she is ok.
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
saw my friend running for neighbors and them coming out with brandy when i came to they were there
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Uncertain
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Uncertain
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes
i felt i knew everything that it all made such perfect sense but as i awoke the actual information was taken away.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? Yes
the information was taken away
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes
I always had an interest in the other side of life but now have a very strong belief that god exists and he created all of the life that we see and how it all is so clever
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? it gave me a sense of the greatness of all we have. It makes me able to cope with the death of my mum because i know one day i will see her again. all the things i have seen heard and felt make me what i am.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
Its made me aware that we are not alone
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes
I think my husband thinks i am nuts!!!!! I don't tend to share my views with others as i think they may not be interested in these things the way i am.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? Elation joy and the sense of the scheme of things being so right
What was the best and worst part of your experience? The best is that it gave me hope and a sense that we do carry on when we die. I think that we are here to learn. The worst is i can feel isolated a lot as other people are not really on my wavelength.
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? no i think you've got your work cut out for you as it is, deciphering all my thoughts so far.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. I don't believe so, I hope in some small way my experience can help you, thanks for reading it!!!