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Elle, Grandmother, she died when I was 13. I saw her in the night of her death, standing behind my bed, like a dark shadow covering the space. I was absent at her funeral and so I visited her grave a few months later. I didn't know where it was, but then i saw a woman in a fur jacket with a hat with a feather dashing by and I followed her. Her hair style was old, like in the sixties, when my mother was born and she really looked like her. I followed her around the graveyard, but then she suddenly disappeared at the gate. When I looked around again, I saw a feather landing to a grave stone. It was my grandmothers grave. When I looked for old pictures of her later, I found one when she was wearing a fur jacket and a het with a feather. I never saw that picture before. 

Neighbor, I saw him in the night of December 21st, when he was murdered. His house was built in the same way and my room in his house was his living room, where he was killed. I suddenly woke up from a noise of a scream, I dreamt of and when I looked around in my room, I saw a dark figure next to my TV, on the floor. I lit my room, but there wasn't anyone. In the morning I heard about my dead neighbour in the news. It was said that he tried to escape through the window (next to the TV in my room), but he was stabbed in the back with a kitchen knife. 

Rose, Grandmother, Me and my mother saw her closing the sheds door in our garden and closing the door to my room. (I was inside and my mother saw it days later from the outside). She often said to me, she felt the presence of deceased, but it was always short time before something bad happened. A few days later the father of my uncles new wife had a heart attack. 

Something besides:

I have someone I really like and I had very bad troubles in my life before. I promised this person to stop hurting myself with a Japanese 'pinky swear'. When I was on my way home from school, I suddenly felt a terrible pain in my right hand and stopped the walk to get ice cubes. When I turned around two cars crashed, where I wanted to cross the road before.

The person I love had lots of ADC stories before...

Was this experience difficult to express in words?  No


Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?            No

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          No

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?            No

Did you see the deceased?         Yes

Elle, Grandmother, I saw her in the age of ~15 or 16, the age I was when I visited her grave the first time.

Ute, aunt, I saw her in the age she died, but in the wedding dress she ordered.

Unborn Child, I saw him in the age of 5, when I played with other children, later when he was a teenager when I became one, on a roadside and in the age of ~18, next to the car my dad bought a few days before he died.

Neighbor, a dark, shivering shadow.

Rose, Grandmother just blurred but with her curly hair she had when she died.

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            Elle, Grandmother, I saw her in the age of ~15 or 16, the age I was when I visited her grave the first time.

Ute, aunt, I saw her in the age she died, but in the wedding dress she ordered.

Unborn Child, I saw him in the age of 5, when I played with other children, later when he was a teenager when I became one, on a roadside and in the age of ~18, next to the car my dad bought a few days before he died.

Neighbor, a dark, shivering shadow.

Rose, Grandmother just blurred but with her curly hair she had when she died.

            How much of the deceased did you see?       all

            Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?       Elle, Grandmother, I saw her in the age of ~15 or 16, the age I was when I visited her grave the first time.

Ute, aunt, I saw her in the age she died, but in the wedding dress she ordered.

Unborn Child, I saw him in the age of 5, when I played with other children, later when he was a teenager when I became one, on a roadside and in the age of ~18, next to the car my dad bought a few days before he died.

Neighbor, a dark, shivering shadow.

Rose, Grandmother just blurred but with her curly hair she had when she died.

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?            None

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           NR

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?      No

How long did the experience last?        different.

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?         sudden

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?           Yes

Elle, Grandmother, when I followed her younger self on the graveyard, I didn't feel sad like I normally do when I enter the gates. I felt free.

When I saw the blurred figure of the dying neighbor, I was really scared and breathing hard.

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  Ute, I didn't knew she would marry my uncle soon. No one except them knew.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?           Experience was definitely real

            Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:           I hadn't drunk anything or took any drugs when they happened.

they seemed to be happening for real so they sure are!

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   Yes

It was blurred somehow.

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:           difficult

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?           Yes

When I felt Elle's presence during a accident I had I knew, I would survive.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      Best, I met my grandmother again and saw my bigger brother growing up besides me.

Worst, I still don't know why they choose me and not my mother who would need them more.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes                 Describe:            they helped me not to give up easily.
           

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
   No      

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?  Uncertain            I believe in a afterlife, but I don't know if everyone would come back to earth again...

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?        No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?           Yes

Ute, aunt, she wasn't married to our family, yet. When I was on a class trip a year ago, I saw her in a wedding dress, leaving the church behind another man.

A classmate noticed, that I was staring at the man and wanted me to talk to him. When I got closer I noticed, it was my uncle who wanted to marry her.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    No

Did you become aware of future events?       No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes

When I was a virgin, I often dreamt of things that happened later.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?            No

Did you see a light?           No

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?            No

Have you shared this experience with others?        

No       Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?   No

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?            No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?           No