I was asleep in bed with my new lover, when suddenly I was awake and flying down the stairs literally. My feet did not touch the ground. There was someone there, floating next to the refrigerator. She was telling me, without words that there was something she needed to tell me. Begging me to listen. I was so scared that I refused to listen and screamed back, without words, to get the ______ away from me. She begged for a few more seconds which seemed like minutes and I again refused. I was so traumatized. Then as fast as I was whisked out of bed I was back in bed. This was no dream. I didn't tell a sole for the longest time. Then I shared the experience with my lover. She asked what the person looked like. I told her. Female. Young. Blonde hair. Dressed in a summer dress or nightgown. Big girl. Not fat just big. All the color went out of her face. I asked what was wrong. She told me I described her younger sister who had committed suicide 3 years earlier. I had never seen a picture of her nor had she been described to me. Since that time I regret not listening to her. Perhaps she was going to tell me the reason she took her life so I could tell the family and they could have closure. Also since that experience I feel a presence now and then.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?    

No      

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?

Yes    

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?         

No      

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           I was fully conscious.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?  

No it was not.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?    

No      

What emotions did you feel during the experience?           

I was scared to death.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?          

no I was completely silent

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?   

No           

Did you see a light?          

No      

Did you meet or see any other beings?          

Yes     The woman described above. I had never seen her before.

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?

No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         

No      

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?         

Yes     I could hear her talking but not with my ears. Like Telepathy.

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?      

No      

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?   Uncertain      I feel that I have some psychic ability but to what level I am unsure.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?  

Yes     There is life after leaving this world and body.

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?      

The only thing it has affected is my sleep and the constant question in my head of "what did she want to tell me?"

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?        

Yes     Just knowing that there is another dimension out there.

Have you shared this experience with others?        

Yes     Some are interested in hearing about it, some are not.

What emotions did you experience following your experience? 

I was totally freaked out.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?     

Worst part,  being so scared.