Bell M's ADC

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Experience description:

one night after having several dreams that are too real, like I can taste it after i woke up ( and sometimes I automatically write a message claimed to be from him) I decided to contact a psychic about him because we lost contact. So I email this person thinking I would be able to go.

That night I was cleaning up downstairs and my little girl( 4 yo) came to me brought this stuff animal, that he gave me a long time ago and said: mommy this is for you, so I told her she can have it, and she kept insisting of giving it to me and said: It's for you mommy, your boyfriend gave it to you. ( my little girl does not know that it was actually is from him  and before that day she never said the word boyfriend.) it stunned me . and when I asked her who told her that, she said your boyfriend did.  Later when I showed her his picture and asked is that him she said, "yes."  A few days after that when she was playing with that stuff animal she said to me his name (Tommie and the dog) she did not know his name is Tommie.   

weird right????/

Was this experience difficult to express in words?  Yes, it's amazed me that my daughter able to know this thing

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          Yes

            Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:   Now sometimes I heard him talking to me but maybe it's just my imagination

            Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?  yes I heard his voice in my head, I don't know what response I get sometimes

            If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?           same

            Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           no

            Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?   no

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?            Uncertain, in my dreams sometime he kisses me and hug me

            Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar?   his gentle voice is so familiar

            Was anything communicated by the touch?  uncertain

            Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?  i don't know

Did you see the deceased?         Uncertain

I sometimes see his figure or face

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            transparent/ silhouette

            How much of the deceased did you see?       face

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?            healthy

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           i don't think so

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?      No

How long did the experience last?        dreams, all night long.  my daughter I don't know I was not there, she came to me

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?         gradual

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?           Yes

sometime sad other time happy

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?           Experience was probably real

            Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:          with my daughter seems to real... my dream and writing probably just my wishful thinking who know even though sometimes its too real.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   Yes

the one that in a dream is a dream

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:           it's nice to see him again, I miss him sometimes

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?           Uncertain

same answer like above

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      the best part I get to see him and hug him again, the worst part now I realize that I still love him and that love doesn't die after time

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes

            Describe:      I would like to be with him and made up to him

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Uncertain

Somehow it is kind of prove that love goes beyond time and space

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?            Yes

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?        Uncertain, we probably did a long time ago

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes

sometimes he help me find stuff that i misplace or letting me know when someone coming.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            confuse/ sad/ that I am not with him even though I love him very much and I want to make it up. other times I feel better knowing we might be together again. in my writing he often said that we will be together again, that he is always with me

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?           Yes

my little girl 4 yo brought a stuff animal that he gave me a long time ago, (she has no knowledge that he gave that to me) and said mommy this is for you your boyfriend gave this to you( my little girl never said the word boyfriend before) and when I showed her his picture, she pointed at him. the next day she came up with his name( I did not tell her that).

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes

I think I have the ability to see ghosts since i was 4 or 5 yo

Did you see a light?           Yes

Have you shared this experience with others?        

Yes, my husband  do not believe if this messages from him, other are uncertain

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?   No

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?            No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes

I write my experience hoping some someone will help me understand. I am not sure if he has passed away or not. i tried to  contact his sister to find out but I cannot reach her