Bhawna A's ADC
AFTER 9 OR 10 DAYS OF MY FATHER'S DEATH I SAW HIM. I AM AT MY MOM'S HOME SUDDENLY THERE WAS KNOCK AT THE DOOR. I SHOUTED WHOSE THERE? AND THE PERSON WAS SAYING " ME, YOUR FATHER" I JUST SHOCKED AND SLIGHTLY AFRAID BECAUSE WE KNEW THAT HE IS NO MORE. I CALLED MY MOTHER OUT AND THEN OPENED THE DOOR. THERE WAS REALLY MY FATHER STANDING AT THE DOOR. I COULDN'T BELIEVE MY EYES AND I CRIED, I HUGGED HIM VERY TIGHTLY, THEN IMMEDIATELY HE WALKED OVER THE BATHROOM AND SAID TO US " WHERE DID U LEFT ME ALONE". AND HE SHUT THE BATHROOM'S DOOR, THEN I REALIZED HE IS NOT IN HIS SHIRT, HE WORE HIS THOSE CLOTHES WHICH HE HAD TAKEN AWAY ON HIS BODY AT THE LAST TIME, (I.E., WHITE JOCKEY AND LONG LOWER) HE HAD A WOUND MARK ON HIS LEFT FRONT HEAD SIDE. WHEN I DISCUSSED ABOUT THIS DREAM TO MY FAMILY MEMBERS THEY TOLD ME THAT HE HAD WOUND MARK ON HIS FOREHEAD IN REALTY. BECAUSE WHEN HE GOT HEART ATTACK HE WAS IN BATHROOM AND MAY BE DUE TO PAIN HE FELL ON THE FLOOR AND CRASH WITH THE WATER TAP. THIS WAS THE REASON OF HIS WOUND. THAT TIME I FELT THAT HE WANTS TO BE BACK INTO THE LIFE.
2ND TIME I SAW HIM AFTER A FEW TIME THAT INCIDENT.
I SAW THAT HE WAS CAME BACK TO ME AND SIT NEXT TO ME AND PUT HIS HAND ON MY HEAD. HE WAS VERY CALM AND POSITIVE. HE ASKED ME " ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? DON'T YOU HAVE TO WORRY?". I FELT VERY GOOD AND I ANSWERED YES I AM HAPPY. I WANTED TO ASKED MANY MORE THINGS BUT HE WAS DISAPPEARED. AND I FOUND HIM HERE AND THERE.
EVERY TIME I SAW THIS KIND OF DREAM THAT HE IS WITH ME AND HE STILL WANTED TO BE BACK IN OUR LIFE. ONE TIME I SAW HIM AND HE SAID DON'T WORRY, I'LL BE BACK AS YOUR SON. BUT COULDN'T PREGNANT.
I SAW HIM HE CAME BACK AND I HUGGED HIM AND TOLD HIM THAT YOU DON'T GO ANYWHERE FOR WORK. NO NEED TO TELL THAT YOU ARE BACK, I'LL BE WITH YOU AND I'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU.
LAST TIME I SAW HIM
BEFORE 3-4 DAYS BEFORE, THAT HE IS BACK AND HE ADMITTED HE NEVER GOES ANYWHERE
.HE HAD HIS MOBILE. I ASKED HIM HIS MOBILE NUMBER BUT HE DID NOT REPLIED
ANYTHING. MY MOTHER SAID " OK, DO YOUR WORK TAKE IT AFTER THAT I SAID OK"
SUDDENLY I FELT SOMETHING. I RAN HOME BUT HE WAS NOT THERE.
Was this experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain
Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them? No
Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased? Yes
Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar? FAMILIAR
Was anything communicated by the touch? YES. IT FEELS THAT I'M WITH YOU
How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real: I FEEL HIM AS HE IS ALIVE WHEN I AM DREAMING ABOUT HIM
What was the best and worst part of your experience? BEST PART- I MET MY FATHER WHICH IS VERY GOOD FEELING FOR ME.
WORST PART- THAT I CANT
STOP HIM TO GO AWAY
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
WHEN I WAS OPERATED DURING MY PREGNANCY. MY CONDITION WAS CRITICAL AS FAMILY MEMBERS AND DOCTORS TOLD ME. I WAS FELT THAT I AM AT THAT PLACE THERE WAS SO MUCH DARK LIKE UNIVERSE. SUDDENLY I FELT ON MY 1 SIDE MY HUSBAND SITTING AND MY OTHER SIDE MY SON WHICH I DON'T KNOW HE WAS BORN OR NOT, HE WAS SITTING. SUDDENLY THERE WERE VERY POWERFUL YELLOW LIGHT AND VERY STORMY AIR. AND I HEARD SOME SOUND ALSO. THEN I HOLD BOTH OF THEM VERY TIGHT BECAUSE I FELT THAT SOMEONE SNATCH THEM FROM ME. I TRIED A LOT BUT THEY DISTRACT FROM ME IN DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS. THEN SUDDENLY I HEARD A SOUND OF CRYING OF BABY. THAT WAS FIRST CRY OF MY BABY. AND DOCTORS TOLD ME I CRIED AND CRIED ON UNCONSCIOUS STATE AS YET AS I OPENED MY EYES.
you see a light?
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes I SHARED IT WITH MY HUSBAND AND MY SISTER. THEY BELIEVE ON ME, BUT CAN'T SAY ANYTHING
Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site? No
Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No