Feeling warmth in my heart when talking to Her (after Her death) and asking for Her help.
White feathers in my path or drifting out of the sky.
Lights going on or off.
Radio turning on.
Coming to me in my dreams.
I also spoke several times to a psychic who told me things through Susie that anly Susie and I knew.
Every morning I say 'te amo mi amor' to Susie and the first thing the psychic said was 'Susie wants to say something to you Te amo mi amor'. The psychic did not even know that Spanish was Susie's main language.
deceased brother and mother were also present and the psychic had no prior
knowledge of them.
Date of experience: Every day since shortly after Her death.
Length of time between death of deceased and your experience: A few days.
Was the date of the experience significant in any way? no
General geographic location of experience: Hudson County, NJ
Details of location of experience and your activity at the time of experience: Sleeping, driving, walking
Degree of bereavement for deceased immediately prior to the experience: Severe sadness and/or grief feelings
Degree of alertness immediately prior to experience: Fully alert
After your experience, did you consider the contents of your experience: Wonderful
Have you had multiple experiences? Yes Almost every day since She died on 6/28/17.
Was this experience difficult to express in words? No
Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them? Yes
Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased? No
Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased? Yes
a warmth in my heart.
Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar? familiar
Was anything communicated by the touch? you are never alone
Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? no
Did you see the deceased? No
Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No
How long did the experience last? several minutes
Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden? gradual
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased? Uncertain
Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know? That I am never alone.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real: Because especially through the psychic Susie expressed things only She and I knew.
Was the experience dream like in any way? No
Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience: warmth. Connection.
Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes
It's a gradual process but the grief is still there but lessens.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? The feeling of connection as well as the ongoing grief that She is still here but I mis Her physicality so very much.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No