My beloved wife crossed over on the 16th of nov. 2001. I have been suicidal since and still am, I need to be with her so much. 

My contact came after i was checking my internet stability after the telephone company had been repairing lines of mine.

I logged on to my ISP home page then proceeded to click on to other links which were NEWS from my home page then from news to REGIONAL NEWS of which i had different paragraphs of news to choose from. I read through them then i was drawn to one headline which read WEST YORKSHIRE MAN CANNOT SLEEP FOR THE CONSTANT NOISE IN HIS EARS CAUSED BY NOISE OUTSIDE HIS HOME. Now this brought to mind of my own problem with tinnitus in my ears and also of two nights before when i was praying to my wife just after i had got into bed and saying to her you'll have to speak up tonight darling as the ringing in my ears is extra loud. I didn't bother to click onto the paragraph about the WEST YORKSHIRE MAN because i was just testing my connection to the internet so i clicked on the back button to return to the previous page and on this page was the words  U bob. which is my name. It was a blank web page with only those words on it. I knew she was telling me that she was with me and had responded to what i had been reading. It is still there when i click on the same links. As far as i know this is not possible normally but with the grieving and stress i am going through my beautiful wife did it for me to give me further proof that she is by my side and that there is life after death. she has come to me in readings with mediums.     thank you so much for these pages of believers.

Did you sense an awareness or presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them ?  Yes
      Describe:  i tingled all over my body because this wasn't the first time

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?  No

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?  Yes

      Where and how were you touched?  tingling.

      Was the touch familiar?  felt it before

      Was anything communicated by the touch?  none

      Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in your surroundings at the time of your experience?  no

Did you see the deceased?  Yes

      Describe the appearance of the deceased:  n\a

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:  Experience was definitely real

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  so happy and relieved

What other attitudes and beliefs about your experience do you currently have:      Joy
     
    
Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?  Yes
      Describe:  i started attending a spiritual church

Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body? Yes
      Describe:  this happened in another adc

Did you see a light?  Yes

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?  No

Has the experience affected your relationships?  Daily life?  Religious practices etc.?  Career choices?  i follow my belief in god

Have you shared this experience with others?  Yes

      Describe:  they saw it but couldn't understand how it was possible

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?  No

What was the best and worst part of your experience?  to know she is with me

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?  Yes

      Describe:  i try to follow the principles of the spiritualist church

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?  No
       
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?  Yes