The man who raised me most of my life was my grandfather and he passed away in May of 2014. He was everything to me. Friend, grandpa, grandma, my mom and dad. He would always joke about death since he had no faith what so ever. Told me " once you're dead, you're dead. Nothing but darkness." He would always joke about if there is anything on the other side he would come back and tell me. In July of 2015 I missed him so much. I got up in the middle of the night to go the bathroom then I returned to bed. I was crying and I prayed to God. I asked God if I could see my grandfather one last time. I instantly fell to sleep. Next thing I know I am in front of my childhood home. I walk up the long driveway and notice some things are not the same as they use to be. My grandfathers truck had this metal trim the was flat but shined like diamonds. Never seen anything like it ever. The sky was this bright white light that came from everywhere it seemed. It was so bright I could hardly stand it. I moved on to the front door and walked right in. At this point my mind is clear and I have no thoughts in my head.
inside of his house was not the 70's mobile home I saw on the outside...rather a
brand new house on the inside. Pictures on the walls of people I have never seen
before. Then there he was. reading his news paper in his wooden chair. I say "
hey!!" feeling so happy ! he shot up and gave me the biggest smile....then his
face was not happy. he had the look of horror on his face. like he saw a ghost
or I died. I said "I'm still on earth alive. don't worry!" he gave me a big hug.
I could still smell his old spice on his neck. He was very confused on how I
came to be there. he wanted to know how I snuck up on him without him knowing. I
told him what I just told you and he laughed and smiled. we sat and watched some
TV (history channel) and then he showed me his truck. we sat inside it for a
while. I told him a problems I was having on earth with a friend and he told me
" don't worry kiddo, things will work out. don't stress over such things." After
my visit I left the driveway and started walking down the road. The streets
seemed to end in a fog or mist about two country blocks both ways. I kept
walking towards the fog/mist and I woke up with the best feeling in the world.
It felt like the biggest high/rush ever. For two days straight I had so much
love and warmth inside my body. It was the most amazing experience. Oh, he was
right about my problem. I didn't worry and it worked it out two months later.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? very alert. Just like I am right now.
Was the experience dream like in any way? no. I could smell, touch and feel things unlike any dream I ever had. It was like a movie...smooth to the end.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience? love. I never felt so much love before.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? no.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? No
Did you see a light? Yes The sky was the brightest white light.
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes as I walked down the road I was my grandfathers neighbors. a woman and man in the 30's. The man looked like he was from the renaissance period. I just saw them, did not speak.
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes
once I contacted my late grandmother. Met up with her outside the gates of Heaven with magenta/ pink clouds around my feet. Told me she moved on , she loves me, will see me again and to not contact her anymore from earth.
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes I was having trouble with a friendship of mine and he told me we would be fine and not worry. I did and two months later things worked out like he said.
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes I had all five senses but I could see and feel 360 degrees around me.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? No
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes I saw a fog/mist but I felt good about it. walked right into it then woke up.
Did you become aware of future events? No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts
following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes I am not afraid of death and have a new love for God.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? My friends say I am happier and more into God, yet Some friends have left... and that is ok. My mom and brother are unsure about it.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes supportive with lots of questions. my mom said I scare her. she yelled at me to stop talking like grandpa is alive. My brother was silent and unsure. My husband supports me 100% .
What emotions did you experience following your experience? love, and happiness. I never thought anyone could be or feel that happy and loved.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? best part was seeing my loved one. worst was the look on his face when he thought I died and left earth.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes