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Brenda L's ADC

Experience description:  

I have had many experiences. The first one being at the funeral home. I was in with Taylor with his dad too, and when his dad left the room I sat across from Taylor and looked at him, as I did from his mind to my mind, he said "mom" and I said "Taylor", he said" I don't know what I'm supposed to do" and I said, you can just go, there was hesitation and then he said in a happy tone, "ok, bye mom love you" and I heard a woosh sound and then from up above woa cool. And that was it. I did not feel afraid or weird, it all felt normal and right. I woke up one night and a ball rolled down the hall as I was going to the bathroom, I picked it up and it was blue and said angel on it. I had never seen the ball before. The next day I asked my daughter, and she said oh yea Taylor won that at the fair this summer.

My husband (not Taylor's real dad) and I were at the cemetary late one night. I was crying very hard and asked God to show us a sign that Taylor is happy and ok and that I'll see him again. Two shooting stars went off in the sky, I believe one Taylor and on Caleb (his best friend who was killed with him) I had a clock that stopped at the exact time of his death. I had a clock start chiming and playing songs that hadn't worked for two years (only the time part worked) about two weeks after he died. My husband saw a square light like a fog light on the kitchen floor a few nights ago and felt a small breeze on his cheek and someone touch the top of his hair.

Taylor's friend said he saw him walking his bike toward him, and blinked and he was gone, another friend had a dream that Taylor was at his house and his friend said i thought you were dead and Taylor said that is what everyone thinks, but i'm not, he said he thought it really happened and wasn't a dream. I watched one of Taylor's favorite movies today and wasn't cooking or eating anything and i got a strong smell of his favorite chinese food for a minute.

I heard Taylor's voice yesterday say like a good holler ( he was always doing some funny noises to make people laugh) so I can't tell you exactly what it was except like a fun yeaaaaaaa. It was not in my head it was in the room, I was home alone, no t.v. on. My husband, myself, and my daughter and her fiance have had t.v.'s come on and off. lights flicker all the time, radios come on to songs that Taylor liked. Static came out of his t.v. when we were tidying his things up in his room, his friend was in there and screamed, he said static shot out of the t.v. and he saw Taylor run around the corner in his favorite nike shirt (the friend who saw him on the bike said he had on the red shirt too).

A friend of his found money out by the accident that had blown up the hill, he said he picked it up and it was crumpled (Taylor had $1.00 on him in his shoe when he left for pop) and his friend found it, picked it up and told his other friend, i know this is Taylor's and put it in his billfold, when he got to WalMart he kept taking it out and looking at it. Him and his friend then walked to McDonalds and he pulled open his wallet to look at it again and it was gone ( Taylor always liked playing jokes on his friends like that) and his friend knew that Taylor was playing a joke on him. Taylor's girlfriend saw him at the New Years Eve all night skate. Taylor and Caleb always went to them, and she said she was skating and it was midnight and she looked over in the corner and Taylor and Caleb were both there laughing with hats and horns having fun.

Taylors real dad (this was the days between when he died and the funeral) had 20 phone calls on a disconnected cell phone with text messages that said I need you on 12 of them, the phone hadn't worked for about 6 months or more. His dad smells the smell of the fabric softener I used on Taylor's clothes in his car all the time. There was a camera that flashed 3x on it's own when I was at my daughter's house and the light was bright blue, and so bright that my daughter's boyfriend saw it downstairs and thought something had exloded. There are more every day.

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          Yes

            Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:   Very clearly Taylors voice like a happy yeaaaaaaaa.

            Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?  outside of me.

            If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?           it was his voice 

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?            Yes

My husband - on top of the head, on his cheek as described above

            Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar?   Not sure, just a touch

            Was anything communicated by the touch?  That he is ok

Did you see the deceased?         Yes

I didn't but friends of his have. Described above

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            Solid is what his friends say.

            How much of the deceased did you see?       They saw whole body

            Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?       Only one said he looked a lot younger, the rest said just the same, and smiling .

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?            Don't know, I didn't ask his friends that saw him, they all said he looked real happy.

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           I don't know I didn't see him, they did

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?      Yes

            What smell, scent, fragrance or odor did you smell?           Today I smelled his favorite chinese food when I was watching one of his movies, i was here by myself, not cooking not eating. very strong smell of good chinese food that he loved.

            Was the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar?     Oh yes, chinese food that Taylor loved

            Was anything communicated by the smell?   He was there with me.

How long did the experience last?        well each one is different. The voice was only a few seconds, the smell a few seconds.

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?         beginning and end suddden

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  no, not to me. but to the one friend he said i am not dead.

            Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:          I would never have believed these things from anyone. I had heard of them happening but just didn't think it was true, now I know it is, and I expect a lot more will be happening. He is communicating constantly.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   No
Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:           Excitement

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?           Yes

I know he is ok and very happy

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      Best part was knowing for sure he's here. Worst part was wishing he was here in the flesh.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes                 Describe:      I am still very sad he isn't here physically , but am excited waiting for the next experience with him

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes     I believe loved ones can communicate with you in their own ways.

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?            Yes     I know for sure that your spirit lives on, here, and anywhere it wants to be, and that our body will meet up with our spirit when Jesus comes.
What emotions did you feel during the experience?            happy excited peaceful knowing he is not really gone.

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?           Uncertain

There are experiences I had by myself and some together with people and some from other people that they have told me.

 Did you see a light?          Yes

My husband has seen a light several times. No other source it would come from.

Have you shared this experience with others?        

Yes     I only tell people i trust, they believe because a lot of them have had experiences with Taylor too.