Brian ADC 2434
My ex girlfriend had committed suicide 5 weeks ago. It was extremely difficult to digest. Earlier this same day I had written a letter to her father letting him know how much she loved him and how much she meant to me. After that, I went and helped a friend move some furniture. In my head I questioned all day whether or not she knew I had written the letter, had she been watching me? So many questions in my mind.
After moving the furniture, my friend said 'Hey, I have the weirdest text on my phone. It's typed and ready to send to you, but I didn't type it. The text read "xxxx;xxxx deeds'
thought it was strange since I wondered if she knew of all my good deeds of the
day (the letter, helping my friend, etc). My
friend and I then moved the rest of her furniture into the house.
The whole time I kept wondering if that was from her and maybe she had
seen me and what I was doing. O
Once we finished I asked my friend if I could see her phone because I wanted to see how close together all those letters were to each other on her phone keypad and if it could just be a really weird coincidence. So she walked over to her purse and got her out her phone. She started screaming. I ran over to her and written on her phone was another text that was ready to be sent to me. It read "c I know"
me that's beyond coincidence with the spaces between words, the capitalized I,
and the meaning behind those words. That
can't just be random chance. Now I
feel like she is with me and hears me.
Was this experience difficult to express in words? No
Did you see the deceased? No
Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No
How long did the experience last? It was a text
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased? Uncertain
caring and reassuring
How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was probably real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real: it's just to random to not be real.
Was the experience dream like in any way? No
Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience: elated, freaked out in a good way, happy
Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Uncertain
What was the best and worst part of your experience? all good, left me wanting more
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No