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Cindy R's ADC

Experience description:  

My father died in 1998, he had undergone surgery to repair blood flow to his legs his circulation was poor. After the surgery he was in ICU and had a ventilator down his throat. He was doing good and would write notes to communicate with me. The doctor decided it was time to take the vent out and took it out to soon and he jade a major stroke. After that he never walked or talked again and for three years untied he died never shared a word. Even when he was ok growing up he was a quiet person never expressing his feelings about love or anything personal. I was with him when he passed away I remember telling him how much I loved him only wishing a response back. I use my phone for  everything internet etc., I put it on the charger at night and play games during the day. It was after thanksgiving and I was thinking about my father not being there.

One morning upon awakening I reached for my phone turned it on and this site was on it I thought what is add stories and started looking. Thinking about my father not or other that have past I looked up peoples they have written and ,I wonder if this is some sort of a sigh to me so I started looking at birthdays of people that's past and decided it what stories were told on those days. I didn't come up with any reason this site had come up until I read the story someone had wrote on my birthday its number 1241 talking about a very close friend was in a wheel chair and did not have the ability to speak due to a brain-injury and how they could read each others mind and after she passed away and was driving down the road one day her faced appeared and she heard her speak and said I love you. I love you. I love you. Please be happy. After I read that story I knew was also meant for me and from my father. My father died at home and when he took his last breath I whispered in his ear I love you. I love you.  I love you. Be happy.

Was this experience difficult to express in words?          No

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?            Yes

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          No

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?            No

Did you see the deceased?         No

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?      No

How long did the experience last?        Just until I read that story

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?         I didn't think anything about it until I read that story so I say gradual.

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?           No

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  The only other time I thought I heard him call my name while sleeping and it woke me up suddenly.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?           Experience was definitely real

            Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:           I think I have always believed it with other people that have passed.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   No

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:           It made me a little fearful of my own mortality in a way like am I next and was he letting me know and still not sure.

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?           Yes

Yes finally I'm loved by my father.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      Best part was I love you

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         No      

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?            Uncertain  

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?     No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?           
Its like I'm waiting on something to happen to myself or another family  member.

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?           No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?            No

Did you see a light?           No

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?            No

Have you shared this experience with others?       No      

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?   No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?       No

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?            No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?           Yes 

When my grand father died we came back to his house and I opened the closet door his cane fell out landing on my toe and broke it. But I knew why he did it and that another story .