Deborah B ADCs
My husband Tony passed away on 2/2/2016 at 8:56 am. After coming home from the hospital, I discovered that the clock on my bedroom wall had stopped at 8:56. I had just replaced the battery the week before, so I took it out to discover that the battery worked just fine. That night summoned me outside. I had no idea why I wanted to go out because it was the middle of winter. When I got out there, I discovered a soft misty rainfall that felt warm to my skin. At that moment he spoke to me giving me several messages, then I felt him wrap his love around me. I stood there for an hour wrapped in his love without even a chill.
After that he started playing with the microwave and TV. My adult son stayed
with me for a while from the military and heard him walking in the kitchen. He
has showed himself as a shadow on the bedroom wall for his grandkids. He has
come through on a phone call between me and my daughter. We heard static and
then heard him breathing( my husband had a distinctive way of breathing). I also
have a picture of me at his memorial service with his arm around me. But the
connection that I am very fond of and look forward to everyday, is when he comes
to me in the bed. It is the most erotic and tantalizing experience a human being
can have. He visits me everyday until the present. He has given me many messages
though a medium and also my daughter. He has answered questions to things that
only me and him share. He had also left me eight feathers all at different
times. The first time, I had just left the room for about 30 seconds and turned
around and walked back in and there was this beautiful white feather on the
floor right in my path.
Was this experience difficult to express in words? No
Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them? Yes
Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased? Yes
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated: The night after his passing, he spoke to me telepathically and very dominate and gave me messages regarding his funeral and he also told me he would be using me as his portal.
Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated? It was like a sound inside of me but not of me. When he first spoke, it frightened me just a little.
If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive? It was similar to his voice but I knew it was him.
Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? Absolutely not.
Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience? Absolutely not.
Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased? Yes
Arms, neck, head, thighs, and bottom
Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar? Very familiar
Was anything communicated by the touch? Unconditional Love
Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? Absolutely not
Did you see the deceased? No
Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? Yes
What smell, scent, fragrance or odor did you smell? his own distinct body odor
Was the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar? we have been in a passionate relationship for forty-one years and I am very familiar with his scent.
Was anything communicated by the smell? Unconditional Love
Is there any possibility that the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? absolutely not
How long did the experience last? 45 minutes to a hour
Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden? gradual
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased? Yes
Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know? He had reminded me of the date that he ask me to marry him
How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real: My husband did a lot to let us know that he still exist. He has done everything except actually show his self.
Was the experience dream like in any way? No
Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience: The only feelings we have when together is unconditional love.
Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes
Without his visits and tender love and care, I don't know if I could make it.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? Our time spent with him holding me.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes Describe: I am more spiritually awakened now.