MY DAD PAST AWAY OCTOBER 29TH. THE FOLLOWING DAY I WAS SITTING ON MY COUCH HAVING A DRINK, TRYING TO RELAX AS I TALKED TO MY FRIEND WHO WAS SITTING NEXT TO ME. I WAS LOOKING AT HER WHEN I SAW MY DAD'S EYES LOOKING AT ME IN BETWEEN THE CRACKS ON MY BOOKSHELF. I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING TO HER BUT SHE SAW THE EXPRESSION ON MY FACE AS I LOOKED AGAIN TO MAKE SURE IT WAS REALLY HIM.  AFTER THE SECOND LOOK SHE SAID, JACKIE, YOU SAW YOUR DAD DIDN'T YOU? I SAID YES I DID. HOW DID YOU KNOW? SHE SAID, I COULD TELL BY THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE. THEN I WAS GOING TO SLEEP ON THE OTHER COUCH IN THE FORMAL LIVING ROOM AND I WAS THINKING ABOUT HIM AND I HEARD SOMEONE WALKING BYE. IT FELT COLD AROUND ME. I KNEW IT WAS HIM. THEN 5 MINUTES LATER MY GLASS WAS FILLED WITH JUICE AND ICE WHEN I HEARD THE ICE BEING STIRRED.

Was this experience difficult to express in words?  No

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          No

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?            No

Did you see the deceased?         Yes

I ONLY SAW HIS EYES LOOKING AT ME

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            VERY CLEAR

            How much of the deceased did you see?       JUST HIS EYES

            Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?       YES. APPEARED ACCURATE

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?            HEALTHY

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           NO

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?      No

How long did the experience last?        5 SECONDS THEN 1 HOUR LATER I HEARD HIM WALK BY

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?         GRADUAL

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?           Yes

I FELT HIM BEING UPSET

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  NO

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?           Experience was definitely real

            Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:           IT WAS REAL TO ME BECAUSE I SAW HIM SO CLEAR

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   No

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:           I FELT RELAX AND HAPPY BECAUSE HE WAS WITH ME. I WAS SAD CONFUSED AND ANGRY BECAUSE OF MY LIFE.

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?           Uncertain

WELL I FEEL THAT I NEED TO MAKE CHANGES IN MY LIFE

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      THE BEST PART WAS WHEN I FELT HIM WALK BY AND THE WORSE WAS THE LOOK ON HIS FACE.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes                 Describe:      ITS ONLY BEEN LESS THEN 2 WEEKS BUT SO FAR YES

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes     CHANGES WITH MY LIFE

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?   Uncertain

HE DID ASK MY MOM IF HE COULD VISIT HER TWO WEEKS BEFORE HE DIED

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            AWARE

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?           Yes

MY FRIEND WAS LOOKING AT ME AND SAW MY EXPRESSION

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Uncertain

IM NOT SURE

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes

I REALIZE HE'S WATCHING ME

Did you become aware of future events?       Uncertain

I KNEW MY LIFE WOULD CHANGE

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

YES. IN A WAY I FELT CONNECTED TO HIM

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   No

Did you see a light?           No

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?            No

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     MY MOM WAS IS SAD BECAUSE SHE HASN'T EXPERIENCE IT. SHE'S WONDERING WHY SHE HASN'T FELT HIM AROUND.

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?   No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?       I WOULD LIKE TO ADD THAT MY HUSBAND AND I HAD BEEN USING METH FOR 6 YEARS ON AND OFF UNTIL THE DAY THIS HAPPENED. I FEEL THAT HE'S LETTING ME KNOW THAT HE NOW KNOWS ABOUT IT AND IS DISAPPOINTED AND WATCHING ME. I KNOW THAT WE HAVE TO CHANGE THAT NOW THAT HE IS WATCHING.

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?            Yes

ON METH THE DAY IT HAPPENED.. I KNOW THAT IT DIDN'T AFFECT OR ADD TO WHAT I SAW.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?           Yes 

ASTRAL PROJECTION