Jane S's ADC
I was sleeping in a hotel in the town where Kyle had just died... (approximately 12 hrs after his death,
I was sound asleep and I felt a presence,, as if a man was about to climb into bed with me... I felt fear... I yelled out my husbands name..
it happened very quickly..
I opened my eyes and looked at the next bed and my husband was not moving and was in bed...
I could see nothing.
there seemed to be a mental communication...I could see nothing..
I soon realized that it was Kyle's presence and I apologized for not recognizing him.. and told him (MENTALLY) I had been frightened,, he said he was sorry that I did not recognize him and then seemed to move farther and farther away . there seemed to be someone with him but I did not detect a presence...but sensed that this other presence was hurrying him to leave..
Kyle told me "said", ''I HAVE TO GO NOW MOM' and I felt an EXTREME sense of SORROW,,,,, COMING FROM KYLE ... it was not coming from me... that seemed very clear. THEN, there was a Very Bright Light,, a Yellow / Green Flash of the most Vivid Nature.. unlike anything I had ever seen or felt before. Similar , but not the same, as the bright green/yellow flash sometimes seen at sunset at the horizon...BUT, 10 TIMES MORE VIVID..
then there was
nothing,,, the room felt normal... I then called to my husband to come to me
and told him what had happened..
Was this experience difficult to express in words? No
Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them? Yes
Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased? Yes
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated: THIS IS DESCRIBED IN QUESTION 3
Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated? it seemed to originate outside of me but I did not hear it with my ears.. I heard it internally..
If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive? It was the same as in real life
Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? NO
Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience? No
Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased? Yes
near my head.. about 6 inches away..
Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar? I did not immediately recognize the close presence
I felt startled, and
Was anything communicated by the touch? not that I could feel... I was totally feeling fear and a startle response..
Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? NO
Did you see the deceased? No
Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased? Yes
I sensed that KYLE FELT DISAPPOINTED that I did not know it was him at first.. and then I felt his INTENSE SADNESS when he had to leave.
Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know? No
How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real: there was an absolute feeling of TRUTH about it.. I have no doubt
Was the experience dream like in any way? No
Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience: first, frightened, fearful, surprised, then sorry,, and sad.
Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes
validated my understanding of our relationship.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? the worst part was feeling frightened,, and feeling that I missed some time and contact with Kyle.
the best ,, is that I did have the time with him. and that he was more or less ok.
I still feel sad
knowing, how sad he felt to have to leave..
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
What other attitudes and beliefs about your experience do you currently have?
I feel fortunate to have had a last contact with my son even if brief, and feel sorry that it was confused by my fearful feelings and that I didn't recognize his presence at first,
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? No Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.? Uncertain I already have a spiritual understanding of all of the above.. it validated my own beliefs.
Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a compact? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience? surprise,, and sad and happy to have had the experience.
Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others? Yes
my husband was sleeping in the next bed. he heard me call out his name
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No
Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased? No
Did you see a light? Yes
as Kyle was leaving there was an intense bright yellow, green flash of approximately 2 seconds.
Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above? No
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes my husband,
he is very understanding,,
I don't think my
experience has influenced him in any way..
Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site? No
Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience? im glad to have the opportunity to share this experience. I wonder if others have had similar experiences??
I would guess "yes"..
I have studied near
death experiences but never anything like this..
Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? Yes
levitation, (following meditation), as well as
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. if possible, will you please share with me any literature about this kind of experience .
I would appreciate it..