I was very worried about Jim, but he sent me home because he said he was finished. I didn't want to go I felt bad at leaving him .but I had a bad feeling so I had put half the airfare down to see him and tell him I loved him. when he died so used the airfare to go to his funeral on nov.1st 1980. him coming to me

got me to call or I would of never got to the funeral in time and his family

didn't like me so they wouldn't of told me. They were shocked I got there so fast. Over the years his ghost as saved my life at least 4 times. Once when a rapist came through my bedroom window, Jim's ghost showed up and scared him off. Once when a home invasion intruder was strangling me he pulled her off one more squeeze I would have been dead, the  1st time was  1981 the second time was 1987 and the 3rd time was 1997 in 1997 I had locked myself outside in 30 below weather.  At night I was home alone I was in my night gown, I tried to get in threw a window and got stuck half way my legs would of frozen off .I couldn't move backwards or forwards, I then felt Jim's hands grab my fore arms and pull hard it hurt bad I later had black marks on my belly. I fell into the room on my face but my sons 10 speed bike broke my fall. it took me 3 bath tubfuls of hot water to feel my kegs again. I never saw Jim I felt him pull me out. my son  didn't come in till the next day, the doctors would of cut my legs off.

Was this experience difficult to express in words?  No

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          Yes

            Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:    I heard jims voice say oh baby, in a soft voice

            Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?  it came from outside of me  it was jims voice

            If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?           it was jims voice

            Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           no Jim was in Rockwood TN

            Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?   no I hear very well sometimes too good

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?            Yes

when he  pulled me out of window, I felt his hands saw nothing. have over the yrs awoken to his touch

            Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar?   I know jims touch I know his hands

            Was anything communicated by the touch?  yes love

            Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?  I was alone

Did you see the deceased?         No

the few times I have seen Jim he glows and is outlined his clothes and body in every detail he glows like a jellyfish in the sea

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            Jim is see threw

            How much of the deceased did you see?       all of him pants and shirt and no tie he hated ties he looks 35

            Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?       yes

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?            Jim looked healthy he didn't have a large  lump on the side of his head

his eyes were clear before he was blind and his eyes were full of love for me

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           no Jim had never been to my home in life

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?      No

            What smell, scent, fragrance or odor did you smell?           but there are times I smell Jim he smelled like coffee, sugar, English leather

men's perfume and paper

            Was the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar?     no

            Was anything communicated by the smell?   yes it was just Jim

            Is there any possibility that the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?        no

How long did the experience last?        comes and goes when I am under stress

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?         it just happened

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?           Yes

he sent me I am sorry and I love you

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  that he was dead

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?           Experience was definitely real

            Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:           because I was awake

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   No  

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:           I was very worried about Jim

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?           No

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      the best was Jim came to me at his death the worst I have to go on with out him

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes                   I haven't dated

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes     I believe there's more to life then what we see

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?            Yes     I know Jim has gone where he cant be hurt anymore threw cancer or a broken heart

and that he is with his beloved mother who he lost at a young age and all his friends and family he sometimes comes in dreams to show mw and I feel better he is o.k.

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?        No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes that Jim had died at the time I heard him

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            very upset I knew  there was something wrong with Jim

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?           No

I heard jims voice say oh baby, I sat up and said Jim?? I called the hospital was told he had died at 6;58 am Rockwood time 4;58 Saskatoon time

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     they thought I was nuts

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?   No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?       no

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?            No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?           Yes 

since 1976 I have had a lot. in 1991 I had a cancer operation for cervical cancer I got too much gas just before I was put out in the operating room I saw my dead great grandfather Joe who died at 96 he showed up white hair and blue eyes and said in his English accent your going to be alright then was gone .

I was put under during the time I was out I found myself outside a beautiful

white garden gate into a beautiful flower garden in golden light, as I looked into the garden , Jim came and took both my hands and said come on baby you have taken enough, I said no I cant leave the kids Jim looked sad I awoke 12 hrs

later the hospital thought I was brain dead..... my kids later treated me awful