I found photo I had taken of him moved to a folder of photos of me that he created on my laptop
2 - 4 meters in front of me, looking at river, saw a trail of bubbles, just missed a jumping fish, about to look away, but without thinking, just stopped, looked - gasped out loud with sheer pleasure, was him showing me what he could do biggest, shiniest jumping fish - jumped highest and longest have ever seen.
3 - It was my daughter's birthday, I took a candle to relight, for fun/luck. It was out. Was just thinking to get a lighter, but just stopped, sort of just stopped thinking at all for 3 or 4 seconds, I looked up and the candle was re- lit. Was a bit stunned, know who it was.
4 - just sitting quietly, out of the blue- a lingering beautiful kiss on lips, absolutely real!!
5 - in bedroom getting ready for work, in usual rush - strong smell of his fish tank, cleaning time - real, for about 6 seconds . It lingered for a bit longer, then faded.
6 - relaxing , sitting up in bed , inside my left ear canal said MY NAME very clearly
7 Also sense him, see him, hear him in my head, has woken me in the night, talking to me
Was the experience difficult to express in words? No
Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased? Yes
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated: One word only, very clearly, may name
Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated? was in my ear canal
If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive? His voice was hoarser
Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? not possible
Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience? none
Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased? Yes
Describe where and how you were touched: lingering kiss, full on my lips
Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar? very familiar
Was anything communicated by the touch? strong feeling of being loved, valued, passionate
Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? none
Did you see the deceased? Yes
Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? Yes
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?
Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know? Yes, complex and too personal
How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real am lucid, know what I felt, no other possible explanation, am very grounded, sensible.
Have "known" things at times, and sensed other deceased persons, but nothing at all like the last 4 months.
Don't think of the after death as life as such, but there, not alive as not changing , same appearance .
Was the experience dream like in any way? No not dream like.
Like reality, felt it, heard it, saw it !! is incredible, extraordinary, be he was mind-blowing to me at times, while living. If anyone could or would want to he would. It was days before I knew he was no longer living, those days were filled with incredible events, never knew about, He has been showing me what was in his mind, why he could not be here with the living.
Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes gradually, and now can enjoy happy memories for an hour or two. Nearly spend a whole day without feeling sad at all. Lots of positive things keep happening in my life, more than for many, many years. Is extraordinary. Why am I so lucky this way? Would much. much prefer he was still alive instead . Is a very big gift, very hard to accept it, but have to.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? wonderful feelings, and then the sadness of grief. Is a cycle anyway, still, so not directly connected. So Bliss, euphoria, makes me smile inside and for real.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes
Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.? Yes human-ness , acceptance of people
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Uncertain
Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others? No
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes only once
Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased? No
Did you see a light? No
Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above? Yes many locations, always places we have been in communication with each other in life
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes some of them I have shared, and a few other things not mentioned here. All receptive, positive
Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site? No
Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience? Hope it continues.
Have heard of outer-body experiences, hopeful..
Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? No Tip of the iceberg, but the main points are covered