Then just a couple of days ago..........I had another communication from him.....But this time, I think it was an out of body experience for me........I was asleep and Jason came into the room.....and I got up and walked to him.........and hugged him, and I can still feel my arms around his slender waist......and he said I love you mom......and I said , I love you too! He knew I needed to have this experience, because of the stress from the day before.......I woke up feeling like Jason had been here.......I know he was.....and I felt SO happy.......and said.....thank you Jason for the visit!
have been other forms of communications.....I am very open to them....and
Was this experience difficult to express in words? No
Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them? No
Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased? No comment
Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased? Yes
Yes......I hugged my son Jason, and felt him !
Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar? so familiar
Was anything communicated by the touch? Just love.....lots of emotion
Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? no
Did you see the deceased? Yes
he looked the same....just like Jason!
Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died? looked the same.......age 24
How healthy did the deceased appear to be? Perfect
Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? no
How long did the experience last? a few seconds..........way too short
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased? Yes
How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real: Because I know that my son wants us to know he is still with us. He does communicate thru dreams, but also in other ways too! Yes, I believe!
Was the experience dream like in any way? Yes
it was...and yet different from a dream......like I left my body.
Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience: So wonderful to see and hold Jason again.....I was ecstatic!!!!!
What was the best and worst part of your experience? the best....seeing Jason..........the worst, that it ended
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Happy...but sad it was over.....I miss him terribly!
Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others? No
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
I felt as if I was hugging Jason......but I could feel him.....it was much more than a dream
shared this experience with others?
Yes.......I am in a support group online for bereaved moms.....they all thought it was wonderful......we all share with each other
Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site? No
Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience? Jason has let us know that he is with us in many ways.........and I love our communication together!
Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? Yes
I had a premonition the morning before I found Jason in his room.......an hour before.......I was sitting in the same chair where he sat the night before.......and I played out in my mind what was to happen in one hour..........how I knocked on his door.....no answer......opened the door.......called his name......ran to call 911, hysterically........but I dismissed these thoughts SO quickly.....I would not let myself believe this.....and told myself....Jason is just sleeping late......But I believe that his spirit was preparing me for what was to happen in an hour from then.