Home PageShare ADCADC Stories

Kaarlo's ADC

Experience description:  

I am in a room preparing the inheritance concerning an apartment of Christiane (choice).

I ask Christiane to give me an advice, she is getting annoyed, I'm answering her that she too would have to care about (make choices).

She asks me to show the plan, I turn the pages of the file.

I become aware of dreaming, indeed how could Christiane assist at her own inheritance, and on top, this is not mother's file. There I tell myself that I'm aware that I'm dreaming.

I'm rushing towards Christiane, take her hands, I feel her hands ( I notice and am amazed that I can physically, materially ??? feel her hands. I sense a kind of static electricity, type 'pins and needles'). I ask her why did you go? Why did you go? I make sure that the answer is not coming from me, but from outside, I'm conscious and I want an answer.

Chri I changed subject (I love you?), answers given several times.

Christiane looks young, blond hair, half long, flat with a part on the side. (I don't remember having seen her like that).

I didn't let go of her, she changes into black and white, starts moving from left to right.

She is disappearing and I wake up, relieved, almost well and shaken.

The dream stopped around 06:25 am, as the alarm clock was ringing right after.

Was this experience difficult to express in words?         No

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?    No

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          Yes

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased? Yes

                Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar?        non

                Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?          non

Did you see the deceased? Yes

                How clearly did the deceased appear?         In color then in black and white, physical appearance: young, different hair style.

                How much of the deceased did you see?  everything

                Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?        yes and no

                How healthy did the deceased appear to be?         Good (?)

                Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?        No

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?      No

How long did the experience last? ?

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?        sudden, against my will

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:         Searching for an answer

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?          A slightly better feeling

What was the best and worst part of your experience?  Becoming aware of dreaming, not having been able to hold back my sister, and her fragmented reply

What other attitudes and beliefs about your experience do you currently have?        
90% of the emotions have been neutralized (good and bad), I have the impression of being blocked  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?      

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?         No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?           My extremely quick moving

Did you become aware of future events?  No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?            No

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?          No

Did you see a light?  No

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?            No

Have you shared this experience with others?    Yes      My wife told me about what she perceived as being signs of my sister.

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?     No

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?            No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?    No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? Yes 

First lucid dream 2 months before.

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes