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Kasie N's ADC

Experience description:  

My mother died of Alzheimer's and suffered greatly during these years as well as I . Watching your mother wear away is terrible. It was the never ending funeral. I had 4 teenage boys and a career and had difficult getting the proper help for her. She became violent and aggressive. It was heart breaking for me. She lost a lot of weight and looked very worn. She was a beautiful woman before. for years I had vivid dreams of her suffering and could not sleep. One night I woke up to someone stroking by back as she used to do when I was a child. I was not scared but at peace. I then saw a brilliant white light that sat down beside my bed and spoke to me thru my mind. There was no interaction of words. She told me she was happy and healthy and to go on and live my life. I don't remember much else , but felt an enormous relieve and peace. I never again dreamed about my mother  with that ugly face. I went to visit a priest who was a friend of mine and he told me that, that was a gift to me so that I would know that my mother was alright. changed my life forever.

Was this experience difficult to express in words?            Yes

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          Yes

            Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:    She spoke to me thru my mind and instructed me to live my life and that she was happy , healthy and at peace.

            Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?  outside of me.

            If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?           couldn't tell

            Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           No not at all

            Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?   no

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?            Yes

She stroked my back like she used to do when I was a child.

            Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar?   yes familiar

            Was anything communicated by the touch?  peace

            Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?  no

Did you see the deceased?         Uncertain

She was a bright light , very light that traveled slowly and sat on my bed.

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            transparent

            How much of the deceased did you see?       I don't know

            Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?       younger

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?            said she was healthy

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           no

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?      Yes

            What smell, scent, fragrance or odor did you smell?           Roses

            Was the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar?     yes

            Is there any possibility that the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?        no

How long did the experience last?        a very short time

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?         very gradual

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?           Yes  very peaceful

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  no

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?           Experience was definitely real

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   Uncertain   I knew that I was asleep and then woke up.      

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:           very calm and at peace.

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?           Yes

Yes , I knew my mother was  alright.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes                 Describe:      I now know there is life after death             

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
   No       Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?  Yes           

Death Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?   Yes  
with another person

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            confusion

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?           No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    No

Did you become aware of future events?       No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?            No

Did you see a light?           Yes

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?            No

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes    

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?            No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?           No 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes