My experience was clearly a request by a child with such intense and clear understandings of the next life. She said that don't worry about that body, I'm happy now. Please tell mommy and daddy I am happy now. Please tell them to stop crying!!! Please tell them I will stop by soon when they are home. please tell Gracie I will see her soon! Please tell Gracie it's okay to die! Please tell them all I love them! [Gracie died one year, two weeks after her sister died. Gracie was 10 years old.] Audrey was 6 1/2 years old, she expressed to me she was going to give all her classmates gift baskets because she was so happy she got to know so many great friends in this life! She asked me to tell the mom that she still wanted to give the baskets out-even though she was now dead, and she asked that the mom please deliver them to all her school friends at the local Elementary School, Weibel Elementary, at Fremont, Ca. Audrey was dressed in her pink and white dress with a sun hat on, and when I got to the funeral, that is exactly what she had on!

Was this experience difficult to express in words?

No

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?

No

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?         

Yes

          Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:     

Her voice, clear as day.

          Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?        

Her voice, I saw her, and seen her, as she was communicating with my mind/hearing and she was in my mirror!

          If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?        

yes

          Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?     

no

          Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?

no

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?         

No

Did you see the deceased?       

Yes

Perfectly alive, and very boldly talking!

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            Today, clear and looked alive!

            How much of the deceased did you see?       ALL

            Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?            Same age

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?            Excellent

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           no

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?  

No

How long did the experience last?      

several minutes

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?         

suddenly gone, after appearing several minutes

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?         

Yes  Certain

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?        

Experience was definitely real

          Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:  

Real, I saw the child at the funeral in the same clothes as she was in my mirror in my home. She asked me to give messages to the mom and dad, and I did. She told me she trusted me to tell all her family she loved them, and to tell them it's okay to die. She is not in that body any longer.  Please be happy for her.

          Was the experience dream like in any way? 

No

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:        

Just being a good listener, and nodding and being able to communicate Yes for her over and again.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?   

Acknowledging a commitment from children whom have passed on, that they give me this honor to pass to their parents. Adults smirk.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?      

Yes                Describe:    

I chose to go on ahead and do what is in my heart-no matter what the consequences. My choices prior were done on other decisions, because I let many others make career choices for me, and I choose to do what I feel is great!

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?            Yes    She is Chinese, I had no idea that Chinese families sought God, beliefs, or otherwise.

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?          Yes    Nature and man are so close.

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?      No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         Yes The mom and dad, visited me at dinner much later and confirmed many things I told them. They said -Thank you.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Highly wonderful!

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     No

Did you become aware of future events?      Yes

My brother's brother in law committed suicide [and I saw this months in advance] and I saw the cemetery he would be laid to rest with [the words over the entryways.]

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?         No

Have you shared this experience with others?        Yes    Not always. Many balk, criticize me, and others I believe are jealous.

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?   Yes

www.psychicexplorers.org

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?          Yes 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?  Yes 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes