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Mandy B's ADC

Experience description:  

I was asleep. I was in a dream state, but very aware and felt awake. In the dream, my mother (adoptive) came to me and soda....'I am dying' she had been ill for some time with motor neuron disease and her death was not an unexpected event to come at any time. In fact almost wished for it to end her suffering. She then told me she felt scared and afraid of dying and she also felt that she could not leave without saying goodbye to me. She was lying on a hospital bed , which was odd as she was actually at home.

Next to her bed was a grey ghost like, scary figure. I knew at once he was the Angel of death. She was afraid to go with him and I was also a bit afraid. Suddenly, I felt behind me, a large angel. Now, I don't see angel this way, I see them as normal people, like beings, but this angel was like a typical drawing or Christmas tree angel, with a flowing white robe, blonde hair and glitter. Huge wings. He stood behind me so I could not see his face, but I felt his face....I knew how he felt as a being! He told me it was ok. I was to help my mother go and it would be fine.  I'm told my mother this ....she calmed down and then a hole opened up behind her, of golden light. It was the most amazing light and feeling ever. There are no words to explain how love feels. It was beautiful. She went and I went back. I woke up immediately. I was very thirsty. It was around four am. The next morning my father called me to say my mother had passed the prior night between 2 a.m. and 4 a.m. I told him the story of my dream. He didn't really believe me though Hamah. It's affected me  deeply and I felt very peaceful knowing ,y mo  was safe and I  a loving space like that. I have asked many people, why the angel of death was so scary but no answers yet ......so I just hope she went to a wonderful space like the love I felt.......

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No           

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           Alert and awake yet asleep

           
Was the experience dream like in any way?   Well yes

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes     I felt like me,  it's we I wasn't in my body

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Love, fear, and then love. Love isn't a good word for it. More than love. Safe, loved, blessed. Like everything has a space and place

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           No

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?    Uncertain      It was like before heaven. A waiting area.

Did you see a light?           Yes     Golden , tunnel like hole opened up

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     Angels. As described

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?     Yes     My mom died and she died in real life at that time too

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          No                     

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes            That we can help others cross over, that we can speak to everyone at any time, telepathically, that we are loved.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?             Yes     A wall, it opened up, into a tunnel of light. But I didn't step in. It wasn't for me

Did you become aware of future events?       No      

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Uncertain            Don't really recall

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?  Uncertain      I suppose so, in that I started to be able to see diseases in dogs and talk to them.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes     Stronger be

If in God, live and the afterlife

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       Not at all really.......maybe just more

I've less judgment. Understanding

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Uncertain      I can't say as I don't know how it would have been otherwise!

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     Most people are in a state of happiness for me......

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  Joy that my mom was happier and out of pain. Bliss if I think of that light

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      The angel off earth and thinking my mom may go to hell. Best was the angel and the light of love

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         Yes     Meditation gets close but mot quite

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?                     Uncertain      There is no real way to explain I  words what it's like, the weirdness of an angel talking to one, and the light.......it's a feeling we know, so we'll, but there is no real way to explain it in  words ever.