Marsha A's ADCs
Soon after Rosa died, she started sending me signs. I would hear her moving around and even drinking out of her water bowl, although I had moved the bowl to stop it being accidentally knocked over (during her last few weeks she had taken to eating and drinking separately from our other cats). The day after she died, a butterfly showed up in our garden. It was a huge butterfly...bright blue/green and yellow. It looked as though it belonged more in a tropical rainforest than in the Pacific North West! I have had multiple communications from Rosa - even seeing her three times to date, although each time I've thought it was one of our other cats until I've noticed that they are all asleep elsewhere in the house. I hear her sometimes too and I have felt her climb up onto the bed and under the blankets (none of the other cats do that). She has also moved pieces of raw meat (which she used to beg for while I was preparing food - again, something none of the other cats are interested in). And she has sent me shooting stars, cat-shaped clouds that simply dissolve into blue sky once I tell her I've noticed them, paw prints out of nowhere in the snow recently, songs on my car stereo...she's very active at communicating with me. She also once switched off the internal wifi in our house...we have an external provider of course, but a separate box that sends a signal out between the rooms. That switched off even though the wifi into the house was working and there was no fault on the box. As soon as I told her I knew it was her and could she please switch it back on, she did. I have no fear of spirit communication and am very open to hearing from her which may explain why she contacts me so much. And every contact means the world to me because it tells me she hasn't left me. But there is one experience in particular that I feel may be especially interesting to others. It was a dream, on January 31st 2017, just a few days short of the 6-month anniversary of her death. Regan is Rosa's twin and is still living at this point. This was my dream - and it has left me with a huge question about what she was showing me:-
My dream started with me and my husband. It is us, but at the same time it isn't us as we are now - it's us at our 'ideal'...in our 20s or early 30s maybe and feeling great. We're sitting on a wall in a very pretty flower-filled garden at the front of a house. It's next to a beach - not a sandy beach, but one with a lot of big, smooth, flat rocks and some rock pools. The landscape looks almost familiar to me - it's not too far off some places close to where I grew up. But I've never seen the house before. The house is kind of like a typical English cottage - ivy on the walls, climbing roses, a chimney indicating that there is an open fire etc. But it's bigger than a cottage - it looks as though it has at least 3 stories high and it's a fairly big house. We don't know how we got there or why we're there...it's not our house and we were trying to work out why we're there at all...and why we feel like we have to wait there for something even though at the same time we feel as though we shouldn't be there at all. Rosa is there, in her fur-suit. And her twin, Regan is there. And Mist, the border collie cross I had as a teenager, and who has been gone for a number of years now is there too. There are other cats as well - some I don't know (I want to say 'yet' at the end of that and I'm not sure why). One looks like the description Rosa gave me during my reading (with an animal communicator medium) of the kitten she's going to send me. Others are unfamiliar...yet somehow they're not although I don't know their names. At this point, something in my brain is telling me that this isn't possible - that Rosa can't be there in her fur-suit. Yet another, bigger, part of me just accepts it as normal. I have thought all along that if I saw Rosa in a dream, I would feel that I had to do nothing but hold her. Yet I only hold her for a minute, although I pet her and fuss her on and off throughout the dream. Somehow, although my conscious mind knows I don't have much time, the other part of me is telling me I have all the time I need - all the time WE all need. She and Regan and the other cats and Mist are exploring - I feel as though we're not far from a road, yet somehow I know it's safe for them to run around. And I can hear them in my mind as though they're talking to me telepathically. Rosa is the strongest voice - she keeps telling me 'Mama, come see' and 'Mama look at this, look what I found' so I keep running to see what she's seeing. Sometimes she's sending a mental picture of what she's found too - small fish and other creatures in the rock pools, butterflies, and places to explore. She's so very excited, yet somehow she's also telling me that we're exactly where we're meant to be and we just have to wait and then we'll see. The others are quieter, letting Rosa have the limelight, but I get an occasional 'voice' from them too.
Then it gets even more weird. We hear a car pull up and this old guy gets out of the car. It's an old car too - a 1940s or 1950s convertible. I'm about to apologize for randomly being at his house, but all he says is 'See, now we're home'. He has a woman in the car with him too. He goes back to the car and pulls out a couple of suitcases, opens the door to the house and tells us 'welcome home'. And the part of the inside of the house that I can see is perfect - comfortable chairs, lots of books (I love to read). Then he goes back to the car and I don't see him again...I never do get to see either of their faces. It's as if they just disappear. And Rosa runs into the house in front of us telling us to 'come explore'. The weird thing is that I get the strongest feeling that the old couple are us. I don't get to actually set foot in the house - it's as though I'm not allowed to yet because I wake up just before my foot touches the floor inside the front door.
Well, then I woke up. But I've been trying to figure it out - was it really a dream? Or was Rosa showing me how things will be when we're all together again in the afterlife?