MY SON PASSED AWAY IN A CAR ACCIDENT  NOVEMBER 22 1998.  I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE SO WHEN I WENT TO BED THAT NIGHT I WAS SAYING THE ROSARY AND CRYING SO BAD THAT I SAID TO MY SON I HOPE YOU CAN HEAR ME BECAUSE IF YOU CANT BE IN THIS WORLD WITH ME I AM COMING TO YOUR WORLD TO BE WITH YOU.  I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP AND ALL  OF A SUDDEN I LEFT MY BODY, I WAS TRAVELING UP A DARK TUNNEL SO FAST I MEAN VERY FAST .I WAS BREATHING LIKE I HAD AN OXYGEN MASK ON IT WAS SO RELAXING . AS DARK AS IT WAS I FELT VERY SAFE I COULD SEE A LIGHT AT THE END IT WAS VERY TINY. WHEN I GOT TO THE END THERE WAS MY SON HOLDING HIS HAND OUT TO ME I GRABBED IT AND I CROSSED OVER SOMETHING BUT IT WAS  LIKE I WASNT TO LOOK DOWN. HE TOLD ME HE TOOK ME THERE TO LET ME KNOW HE WAS FINE AND THAT HE DONT WANT ME CRYING ANYMORE HE SAID HE SEES WHAT IM DOING . I NEVER SEEN A PLACE THAT BEAUTIFUL IN THIS LIFETIME . THE FLOWERS WERE HUGE THE LIGHT WAS SO BRIGHT, THE COLORS WERE SO VIVID WE DONT HAVE COLORS LIKE THAT HERE.  AND SO MANY OTHER THINGS. BUT I DID GET TO GO BACK 9 MORE TIMES . THE FOLLING OCTOBER WAS THE END . I SEEN MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, MY PETS, AND GUIDES . I HAVE HAD SO MANY THINGS HAPPEN TO ME SINCE THEN.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No      

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   NO IT WAS NOT A DREAM

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No      

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I FELT SO HAPPY AND  FREE AND  I DIDNT WANT TO COME BACK.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           NO

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?    Yes            I KNOW THAT WAS HEAVEN I SEEN GOD.

Did you see a light?           Yes     THE LIGHT WAS NOT LIKE THE LIGHT HERE ON EARTH , WHEN I COME BACK MY EYES BOTHER ME FOR DAYS.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     I SEEN THESE WOMAN WITH WHITE GOWNS ON THEY WERE COMMUNICATING WITH EACH OTHER BUT  WITH NO VOICES  AND THEY WERE GLIDING ALONG REAL FAST. MY  SON TOLD ME THEY WERE GUIDES.

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No      

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?         

     I COULDNT SMELL , AND I WAS VERY LIGHT.I  COULD HEAR

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No      

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes    

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       No      

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?   Yes    

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes    

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       YES I AM MORE CLOSER TO GOD AND I KNOW  WE HAVE A DAY AND TIME WHEN WE ARE TO RETURN TO HIS KINGDOM.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         No response            I AM MORE HAPPIER AND VERY FORGIVING. I AM HERE TO LEARN LESSONS AND TO HELP WHENEVER I CAN HELP ANYONE . THINK ABOUT OTHERS FIRST AND DONT GET CAUGHT UP ON MATERIAL THINGS THEY DONT MEAN A THING WHERE WE ARE ALL GOING.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I WAS ASKED BY A REVEREND THAT HELD SERVICES AT  HER HOME ON SUNDAYS TO TALK ABOUT IT SO I DID AND EVERYONE FELT IT WAS REWARDING I WAS ASKED BACK MANY MORE TIMES SO OTHERS COULD HEAR OF MY WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE. EVERYONE ASK ME TO WRITE A BOOK THEY SAID THEY WOULD BUY IT. THAT I HAVENT DONE YET BUT I KNOW I AM TO DO THIS.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  I  FELT LIKE VERY HAPPY BUT ON THE SAME NOTE I WAS SAD BECAUSE I WANTED TO GO BACK AND THE ONLY WAY TO GET THERE WAS FOR MY SON TO COME FOR ME AGAIN AND THAT HE DID DO.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      THERE WAS ONLY THE MOST WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE  THAT I WILL NEVER SEE AGAIN UNTIL MY TIME IS UP AND I WILL WELCOME THAT BEAUTIFUL PLACE.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        THERE IS  SO MUCH MORE.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes