Did you see
a light? No
God consciousness can be infinite light or totally transcended you see neither light or dark. Transcend them both.
Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above? Yes, TV
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes, I feel that belief is inadequate. One must experience for themselves and I think anyone can if they want to.
Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site? No
Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience? The only Ghost I have ever seen in the waking state was a Dog of mine. I find it odd that all my dead relatives only reach me in either the dream state or meditative state.
Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? Yes
many. It is interesting I have not had a Near death experience per say. that is I have not almost died. However, I have had out of body experiences that simulate the Near death experience. Traveling through a tunnel and breaking out over a snow bank with the sun streaming through me and looking at the snow in its jewel-like appearance. It is amazing to me how vividly more real it is. particularly since I am color blind. However, when I am out of body I can see color. I wonder what happens to blind people who astrally project?
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
Your questionnaire is comprehensive. good job. hope you get lots of information. It is time to get the information out to everyone who wants to know.
Lucid dream. My grandfather came walking toward me and hugged me and then grabbed my arms and shoved them into his chest so I could feel the shards of his lungs. He then pulled them out. Looked me lovingly in the eyes and walked down the street into the sunset never to be heard of again.
the significant part of the experience was his concern for my health. At the
time I was smoking and he had died from it. He clearly did not want me to
experience the same. I got it.
Was this experience difficult to express in words? No
Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased? Yes
He pulled my hands into his chest so I could feel his lungs.
Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar? Ghastly.
Was anything communicated by the touch? Yes, do not smoke. dieing of lung cancer sucks.
Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? no.
Did you see the deceased? Yes
Looked exactly like my Grandfather. the only thing is he did not speak. His actions spoke louder than words.
How clearly did the deceased appear? normal.
How much of the deceased did you see? all of him
Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died? did appear his current age
How healthy did the deceased appear to be? healthy
Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? no
How long did the experience last? a minute or less.
Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden? The middle was most radical. Putting the hands into his chest.
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased? Yes, He did not want me to experience what happened to him
How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real: I am color blind. It was more real because I could see colors. The message was real.
Was the experience dream like in any way? No
Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience: happy when I saw him. Terrified when he made his point. and glad he let me know what I needed to do.
Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes
My Grandfather was not very good at expressing his emotions. In the afterlife he was very good at it. I suspect our judgments of people are probably all wet.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? Best part- seeing my grandfather and having it be real emotionally Worst part- I realized I needed to change my habits.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Describe: these experiences seem to build on each other. endlessly.
Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a compact? Yes
see previous experience. upon my death I intend to give everyone at my funeral an unopened letter with a word in it that I intend to communicate to them after my death. thought it might be a good thing to do.
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience? I decided to stop smoking which I did for 7 years. I started again and quit again. Horrible addiction.
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes
I think we choose to experience life here because it gives us the opportunity to test our ideas. Also our ideals. I also wonder sometimes if the ultimate purpose is purposelessness. Werner Erhard once said, it took me 35 years to realize what was so. it took another five years to realize so what. The paradox is that what we do is extremely important and doesn't matter at all.
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes
Had them all my life.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
Lucid dreams that have a more than real appearance are out of body in my mind.
Did you see a
Walking into the sunset of infinity. Divine light.
Have you shared this experience with others?
My Mother and my Grandmother had them too. My Grandmother saw him in waking state. My Mother saw him almost the same night in her dreams. I think this side of my family is more in tune.