Michael R's ADC
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Experience description: Experience description:  

Two weeks after my Great Aunt Hae died I had a lucid dream whereby my vision looked like a tv screen with no picture only snow if you know what I mean.  Out of the sides of the screen came two vases.  One vase tipped and poured into the other and then they separated and the screen went to black.  I woke up and told my wife about the lucid dream and to make note of it.  Two weeks later I went to my Grandmothers to my Great Aunts house and while looking through the house I felt my Aunts presence and felt the urge to tell my Grandmother about the Lucid Dream.  When I finished the account she turned white as a sheet.  She said she was the only one that knew.  Knew what I asked.  That both her and her husband who had died previously were cremated and Hae had asked that her ashes be placed in her husbands Urn.  I have had six of these experiences with all of my blood relatives who passed on with the exception of my Grandmother and she gave me an experience before she died that was equally cool.  I will fill out the other experiences as well.

Was this experience difficult to express in words? 

No

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?           

Yes

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          

Yes

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know? 

Yes as I previously indicated she communicated to me that she was cremated and her ashes were placed into her husbands ashes.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          

Experience was definitely real

            Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:         

I have been experiencing not only lucid dreams but also out of body experiences all my life.  I have had many visions and over the last 35 years have experienced God Consciousness or what I would term Being without Identity hundreds of times.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?  

Yes

Lucid dream.  The TV format is frequently used in other communications as well as visions of my future.

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:          

I have learned to notice a vision or lucid dream immediately and get excited knowing it is usually cool.

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?          

No

What was the best and worst part of your experience?     

It was entertaining and I could verify the experience with others. However, the worst part of this is expecting others to believe just because you had the experience.  Those that want to know will know and those who don't want to won't.  I think some people purposely do not want to know so they can see what a life lived with out knowing would be like.  I have atheist friends that have lived their life impeccably for no other reason than it was the ethical thing to do. I admire them for that and as far as their misguided perception about an afterlife.  It matters not since they have one whether they believe it or not.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?        

Yes

            Describe:     

One of a series of many paranormal experiences all pointing the way home.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   No

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?           

Yes

It was interesting how the deceased communicated to me what my Grandmother chose to keep secret.  On the other side there are no secrets.  these early experiences where built upon.  there are many levels of understanding. We can be a separate spiritual being or we can blaze into the infinite and have no identity at all.  Pure Awareness.  Aware of being Aware.  boundless.  One without a second.  the one is not alone as their is no identity.  Perfect peace.

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?       

Yes

No, actually my cousin Patty was dieing of cancer and we both had had many experiences of the afterlife and so we made an agreement to contact each other when she passed over.  She did and it was cool.  I will describe it on the next experience.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         

Yes

that my aunt was cremated and her ashes poured into her husbands ashes.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?           

Elation. It is wonderful to confirm the existence of the infinite.

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          

No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  

Yes

I am in the world but not of it.  Non-local is a word that best describes it. Deepok came up with that one.

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?   

Yes

Absolutely.  We do not exist.  We are existence.  Once you realize that you are the end and the beginning.  Once you realize you have reincarnated millions of times and now you are at the Oneness of it all.  you can make the argument that all your previous lives never happened at all.  Very Paradoxical.

Did you become aware of future events?      

No

I have had many other visions that focus on future events that happened exactly as they were shown.  I have seen my death.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?    

Yes

I witness everything whether in dream state or waking state.

Did you see a light?          

No

God consciousness can be infinite light or totally transcended you see neither light or dark.  Transcend them both.

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?           

Yes, TV

Have you shared this experience with others?        

Yes, I feel that belief is inadequate.  One must experience for themselves and I think anyone can if they want to.

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?  

No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?      

The only Ghost I have ever seen in the waking state was a Dog of mine.  I find it odd that all my dead relatives only reach me in either the dream state or meditative state.

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?            No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?        

No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?          

Yes 

many.  It is interesting I have not had a Near death experience per say.  that is I have not almost died.  However, I have had out of body experiences that simulate the Near death experience. Traveling through a tunnel and breaking out over a snow bank with the sun streaming through me and looking at the snow in its jewel-like appearance.  It is amazing to me how vividly more real it is.  particularly since I am color blind.  However, when I am out of body I can see color.  I wonder what happens to blind people who astrally project?

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?              

Yes

Your questionnaire is comprehensive.  good job.  hope you get lots of information.  It is time to get the information out to everyone who wants to know.

Grandfather's ADC 

Lucid dream.  My grandfather came walking toward me and hugged me and then grabbed my arms and shoved them into his chest so I could feel the shards of his lungs.  He then pulled them out.  Looked me lovingly in the eyes and walked down the street into the sunset never to be heard of again.

Basically the significant part of the experience was his concern for my health.  At the time I was smoking and he had died from it.  He clearly did not want me to experience the same.  I got it.

Was this experience difficult to express in words? 

No

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?           

Yes

He pulled my hands into his chest so I could feel his lungs.

            Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar?  

Ghastly.

            Was anything communicated by the touch? 

Yes, do not smoke.  dieing of lung cancer sucks.

            Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? 

no.

Did you see the deceased?        

Yes

Looked exactly like my Grandfather.  the only thing is he did not speak.  His actions spoke louder than words.

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            normal.

            How much of the deceased did you see?       all of him

            Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?       did appear his current age

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?            healthy

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           no

How long did the experience last?       

a minute or less.

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?        

The middle was most radical.  Putting the hands into his chest.

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          

Yes, He did not want me to experience what happened to him

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          

Experience was definitely real

            Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:         

I am color blind.  It was more real because I could see colors.   The message was real.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?  

No

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:          

happy when I saw him.  Terrified when he made his point. and glad he let me know what I needed to do.

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?          

Yes

My Grandfather was not very good at expressing his emotions.  In the afterlife he was very good at it.  I suspect our judgments of people are probably all wet.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?     

Best part- seeing my grandfather and having it be real emotionally Worst part-  I realized I needed to change my habits.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         No

            Describe:      these experiences seem to build on each other.  endlessly.

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?        Yes

see previous experience.  upon my death I intend to give everyone at my funeral an unopened letter with a word in it that I intend to communicate to them after my death.  thought it might be a good thing to do.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I decided to stop smoking which I did for 7 years.  I started again and quit again.  Horrible addiction.

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes

I think we choose to experience life here because it gives us the opportunity to test our ideas.  Also our ideals.  I also wonder sometimes if the ultimate purpose is purposelessness.  Werner Erhard once said, it took me 35 years to realize what was so.  it took another five years to realize so what.  The paradox is that what we do is extremely important and doesn't matter at all.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes

Had them all my life.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

Lucid dreams that have a more than real appearance are out of body in my mind.

Did you see a light?           Yes

 Walking into the sunset of infinity.  Divine light.

Have you shared this experience with others?        

Yes

My Mother and my Grandmother had them too.  My Grandmother saw him in waking state.  My Mother saw him almost the same night in her dreams.  I think this side of my family is more in tune.