Rose L's ADC
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Experience description:

Before she passed i was at work i kept singing the song the old rugged cross  for no reason that was my mom's favorite.

i just knew something was wrong. i could not stop singing my mother's song after she passed. i had dreams about driving her car and i would meet her on the road i would talk to her and ask her what she was doing and i was sorry that i had to do the things i had to do to make ends meet. she was very gentle and told me it was ok.  i told her that i would do anything for her to come back, but she said no. she had to go and she walked away and kept saying it is ok and i love you.

Did you sense an awareness or presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them ?  No
       
Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?  Yes
      Describe:  see question #3
      Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally, or outside of you, inside of you, or did you not hear a voice or sound but had a knowing of what was communicated?  it was softer than normal but quite clear and almost felt like she was not talking but i heard every word she spoke

      If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar to the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?  softer

      How clearly did you hear the deceased?  very clear

      Is there any possibility that what you heard was from any other source in the surroundings at the time of your experience?  no

      Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?  no

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?  No
      Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in your surroundings at the time of your experience?  no

Did you see the deceased?  Yes

      Describe the appearance of the deceased:  did not recognize the clothes like they were not hers

      How clearly did the deceased appear?  as solid as i am

      How much of the deceased did you see?  all

      Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?  yes but not stressed
      Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in your surroundings at the time of your experience?  no

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?  not stressed very calm
      Describe:  not stressed very calm

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:  Experience was definitely real

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  i was upset because i knew she was gone but here she was very mixed emotions

What other attitudes and beliefs about your experience do you currently have:      Joy
     
Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?  Yes
      Describe:  i knew she was no in pain and wasn't carrying the world on her shoulders any more

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?  Uncertain
      Describe:  i mostly feel happy she is calm with herself

Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body? Yes
      Describe:  i was watching from my feet

Did you see a light?  Uncertain

      Describe:  i just felt cold

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?  No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  sometimes i hear my dad laughing when i talk about things we have done

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  i know what i heard and saw was real

Have you shared this experience with others?  Yes

      Describe:  my kids seem to understand without saying anything

What emotions/feelings did you experience following your experience?  relaxed

What was the best and worst part of your experience?  seeing and hearing was good  wondering if what i did was right

Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?  no

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?  Yes

      Describe:  i believe more than i did

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?  No
       
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?  Yes