When I was 3 years old my grandmother who died when my mother was 7 years old asked me to tell my mother she never left her. that is the very first one I can remember.  In recent years there have been so many.  About two years ago I began keeping a record of the communication I receive, see, experience.  I believe my messages, my insight has helped ease the suffering of many. 

My brother Paul was killed in Vietnam in 1969.  At my son-in-law's fourteenth birthday party, I saw him standing behind my son.  My son was sitting in a chair across the room from me.  He was magnificent. Tall.  Statuesque. He told me he was with my son protecting him always.

Was this experience difficult to express in words?  Yes

Sometimes it was so beautiful it was impossible to find the right words

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?            No

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          No

            Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?  There is no sound it comes in the form of images, pictures and feelings

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?            No

Did you see the deceased?         Yes

Full of light.  Beautiful. Sort of the shape of our human body

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            Full of light

            How much of the deceased did you see?       Sometimes all of the entity sometimes just the head sometimes just a faint outline.

            Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?       All of the time the person is around 30.

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?            Very healthy

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           Anything is possible, but the images and the messages and the feelings are so consistent that I hav come to recognize them immediately as from the other side.

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?      No

How long did the experience last?        30 seconds to about 60 minutes

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?         Most often it is sudden.

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?           Yes

Always full of love concern joy peace desire to share their joy. Want to calm the person down.  Reassure the person all is well.  They are greatly loved.

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  Sometimes

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?           Experience was definitely real

            Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:           It happens so often to me.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   Yes

Sometimes I receive communication during sleep.  Most often I am awake

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:           Just going about my life.  Sometimes there is ringing in my ears and that causes me to "listen". Sometimes I "see" things and then begin to receive images.  Sometimes I write these things down because very quickly I will forget them but also because the "person" visiting me can then give a complete message.

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?           Yes

I feel so much more confident in what I "hear and see"

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      That I can not stay with them.  However I see how people respond to the messages and I am very happy to help.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes    

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes     Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?  Yes            The Universe is full of love.  It is there for us, period.  We do not have to earn it.  It is there always.  We hurt ourselves when we cut ourselves off from it by not feeling it or availing ourselves of its presence.

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?        No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes I saw the twin towers collapsing in my mind's eye for about a year before it actually happened.  I thought it was my house that was going to collapse so I put extra supports in the basement.  When I saw the pictures of the towers collapsing I realized that that was what I had been "seeing" in my mind.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            It is a let down and I am exhausted for the day.

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?           No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?            Yes

Did you see a light?           Yes

Lots of them .  I call them the people of the light

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?            Yes

Sometimes I go to them.  Mostly it happens right here

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I deliver the message as soon as I can.  Sometimes I don't know who or what so I wait until I do.

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?   No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?       I think people can do this themselves.  I think everyone should learn to do it.  That is my wish and the wishes if the "spirits" I meet.  Mostly, they ask that the person they are wanting to communicate with, listen for them.  They say they are still with them.  There is great love everywhere. We are so fearful.

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?            No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?           Yes 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               No

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.    Hope more people will accept this message and understand that all is possible.  All will come to pass. All will be healed and happy and joyful.  We are all one and separate.