You will not believe me of what I write but the events are true and its happened and if there was a video recorder in my head, I would have recorded it for you to prove it.
13th January 1998 Tuesday 6.45pm, my father a non religious Muslim went to mosque (he never did before only on odd occasions) At around 8.45 he bowed to God and with his hands on the floor and his forehead touching the floor and died in the mosque. I turned round and saw him there and held him quickly and heard his last breaths in my hands. Within minutes he was gone. The nest day as Islamic tradition goes I buried him in Preston cemetery myself alongside other Muslims and friends.
Since that evening I was ill, vomiting and coughing with a heavy head. On the night of the burial, my wife's cousins came from down south and were eating in the front room of our house. I was so upset I went upstairs and laid down on the bed all alone. My father, my rock, love, companion, best friend had gone. Words can't explain what I felt and I couldn't let go of my dad.
I had been asleep for what seemed only a short while when I felt my fathers presence in front left of me, a bright white light (like a really powerful torch) beam pure white shone down on my father and dots appeared in there, he was to the left. My father was crying out "my son won't let me go, he has to let me go" in Guajarati (Indian language). Dramatically in front of me appeared a black wolf faced black clothed being, it looked to its right to my father and then looked directly down to me and came right close up to my face and snarled very loudly, that's all it did, I could sense without it saying anything to me to let go of my dad. As it snarled the scare made me let my dad go from my hand and I could feel my dad drift away from me. Within minutes it was all over.
My dad was gone and I awoke, the sleep lasted around 20 minutes, I woke up shaking and very scared. Ran downstairs and told my wife and her family what had happened, they simply laughed at me and I felt all alone and mocked.
My father has never
appeared to me even in a dream since then.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I'm Muslim as was my dad. These things have never been encountered before by me or my dad.
You will not believe me, but since then I have a gift or something really that I can't explain. No Muslim scholars or any other religious persons would believe me. They would deem me as a nut head, idiot, mental person.
I hear stuff and sense stuff unexplainable that no one else, my wife/kids can see. I sense the people who's not gone into the light or something. I can tell if they are male or female. They appear as flashes , sometimes a whisper in my mind even though its not vocal.
If I'm fixing something i.e. a computer or radio etc and concentrating, a flash will appear and distract me from what I'm concentrating on and it goes, after a bit another appears. Almost as if they know I can sense them and they are telling others.
I'm Muslim and this is
not accepted, although I believe more in Jesus than Islam , this still happens
very frequently everyday. Ludicrous isn't it. I went to Chorley hospital recently
and was lost around the departments. It isn't my normal hospital and what I saw
was a woman dressed in 1930's clothing moving really fast, that really freaked
me out, she kept smiling at me.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes Much louder than normal
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? scared thoughts and love at the same time for my father
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Uncertain It was a open space with my father on the left.
Did you see a light? Yes Pure white light torch beam
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes Please read main paragraph
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes they think I'm a nut head especially my GP
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? all of it.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes It doesn't matter what religion anyone is. Its LOVE that binds people together and LOVE is what will be there for us. God is universal for everyone. No one religion is true. God created all and all shall return to him and heaven.
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience? Thank for allowing me to share my experience