My mom came to me in a dream one night. I had just seen her 2 days before and she was fine. No one was aware that a cerebral hemorrhage had happened and she was dying in her bed as she was sleeping.
After I had the dream about her I called the next morning to tell her I had this amazing dream about her and me. My mom and I were close and shared many dreams together. But, nothing like this. I could only reach my dad who told me he had to rush her to the hospital and she was dying as the emergency brain surgery to stop the cerebral hemorrhage had failed.
In the dream she came to me very vividly and brightly. She sat down on my front porch bench and smiled and beckoned me by patting the space next to her with her hand while saying: "Come and sit here beside me, I have something I have to tell you." So, I went over and sat next to her. After I sat down, the dream became very odd in retrospect, but not during the dream. Because later, I realized my mom's lips were moving and she was very sweetly animated as she was talking. But, in recalling the dream not only can I not remember what she said - there was no sound - only her lips moving. In the dream, it all seemed normal and I could not only hear her, but I understood what she was saying TOTALLY! Not, only that I jumped up with so much excitement and I said exactly these words to her: "Mom! This is so wonderful! Why hasn't anyone ever heard of this before?!" The revelation of what she told me sank deep into my heart, spirit, and being. And, I KNEW it was the truth. It was so dynamic and beyond this world, yet so elegantly simple in another sense... like THE equation of life. Try as I might, and I pray to have it revealed to me and/or that I could remember what she said... nothing. However, the STRONG SPIRITUAL FEELING remains deep in my heart just the way it felt when she told me and I grasped it and understood it perfectly!
Living with this is not easy... it is actually very frustrating. True, the
feeling of it has sustained me at times... including going through her funeral
and burial over the next few days.... But, I just always assumed I would have it
revealed to me or remember it after I got through such an emotional shock from
my mom's passing. I had no idea that this seems to be a revelation of extreme
spiritual secrecy... which is truly why no one has ever heard it.
If I could impart this to our sick earth... of course I would. I can only
tell you that I had it, felt it, understood it it perfectly....and it is beyond
wonderful... but the disc was removed from my brain by God. I know absolutely
without one atom of doubt the answer is in Jesus Christ savior of the earth and
of that certainty and truth there is nothing else. Words are completely
inadequate to explain what is felt and KNOWN in my heart and soul deep.....
but prayer in Jesus is the closest I come to that revelation feeling /
knowledge. I hope as frustrating as
it can seem at times - to not know everything about God and Jesus Christ and our
Universe - that this dream may help others in any anguish ... to keep seeking
forever ... all God has in store for us.. as there is no drug or anything that
could even come close to God's love in Jesus Christ for us felt deep in our
hearts and souls.
Was this experience difficult to express in words? Yes
It was from another dimension / source.
Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them? No
Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased? Yes
Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased? Yes
Did you see the deceased? Yes
How long did the experience last? Still feel it like it happened last night
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased? Yes
How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real
Was the experience dream like in any way? Yes
Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes
What was the best and worst part of your experience? Knowing it and feeling it and still feeling it... but frustration in not being able to remember.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes
Did the experience give you any spiritual
understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?
Too many to discuss
Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a compact? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Ecstasy Revelation Wonder Amazement
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes
Did you become aware of future events? Yes
Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased? No
Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above? No
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes Only a few... but of those they totally believed me.
Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site? No
Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience? My mom, my husband and I are strong Christians and believers in Jesus Christ alone... without denominations or man-made creeds, sects, organizations etc.. There is only Jesus Christ.. savior of all on earth.
Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? Yes
Deep prayer in Jesus Christ our Lord!
Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? Yes
I had a revelation in Jesus, and my husband and I together had a revelation in Jesus!
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