Sharon G's ADC 2382
I was sitting alone late at night in my living room waiting on a call about my mother who was in the hospital in Kentucky. I was missing my grandson who had died unexpectedly 3 months earlier at the age of 25. We were very close all of his life, and he lived with me the last 10 years of his life. I had just 'talked' to him, as I do at least once a day. I said to him 'if you can let me know without any stress to you, in a definitive way, that you are okay, and that you still exist and are still aware, I would so appreciate it. If you can't don't worry about it. I love you.' About once a week, I send him a message on Facebook, knowing that he won't ever see it, but it's kind of like a running diary, and it makes me feel better. Even though we lived in the same house, we often talked to each other on Facebook Message when he was in his room. So, right after talking to him, I got my laptop and opened it up to Facebook and started a message to him. I clicked on the top left side of the message box where you start typing a message. The cursor kept starting over to the top right instead. I tried several times to start on the top left, but it always popped over to the top right. So I started typing. The words came out backwards from right to left like this : traehteewS iH,and continued for several words, then the whole thing popped over to the left as it should have been and the words came out the right way. I knew in my heart that it was Ryan's way of telling me he was aware and alive in spirit. Since then, I have felt like I had my definitive answer.
Was this experience difficult to express in words? No
Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them? Yes
Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased? No
Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased? No
Did you see the deceased? No
Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No
How long did the experience last? a minute
Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden? sudden...suddenly started and suddenly ended
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased? Yes
I knew instinctively it was him showing me he heard what i said right before the experience started
Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know? no
How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real: I don't see how my experience could have logically happened, and was not imagined--I was fully awake and aware.
Was the experience dream like in any way? No
Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience: I was thrilled to have my proof that my grandson lives on and is aware of what I say/think
Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes
I have been worried about where and how he was since he left this world, and now I know he lives on in spirit.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? it was a wonderful experience with no bad part.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes Describe: I can accept the lost of my precious grandson better knowing that he still lives on in another realm, and is still with me even though I cannot see or feel him