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stopped as I delivered my already dead daughter. I saw a beautiful light and my
father holding a baby. I tried to reach them, I wanted to touch them both. My
father shook his head no and said not yet, she's beautiful and she's safe. I
awoke to my mother pounding on my chest. I was "gone for a matter of seconds but
to me it was longer. I felt at peace with her death and knowing she had people
watching her. There were others behind my father but I didn't know who they were
until later experiences.
Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased? Yes
Describe: His voice, then not yet, she's safe and beautiful
Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally, or outside of you, inside of you, or did you not hear a voice or sound but had a knowing of what was communicated? it was from everywhere, yet again from nowhere.
If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar to the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive? same loving voice
How clearly did you hear the deceased? VERY
Is there any possibility that what you heard was from any other source in the surroundings at the time of your experience? none
Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience? no
Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased? Yes
Where and how were you touched? i felt his warmth and love
Was the touch familiar? familiar he had a way of touching you but never putting his hands on you
Was anything communicated by the touch? love, concern , joy
Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in your surroundings at the time of your experience? no
Did you see the deceased? Yes
Describe the appearance of the deceased: He was angelic to me with the pain he felt in life, Gone!
How clearly did the deceased appear? Solid
How much of the deceased did you see? all
Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died? He was as I remembered him when I saw him the last time.
How healthy did the deceased appear to be? perfect. He was crippled with Rheumatory arthritis, and bent. He looked to be in perfect health at the experience.
Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in your surroundings at the time of your experience? no
How long did the experience last? seconds
Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden? sudden in both
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real
What other attitudes and beliefs about your experience do you currently have: Joy
Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? No
Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.? Yes
Describe: I belief not in one God , but of Goddess and God. Many of both.
Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? Yes
Describe: Many times , too many to relate
Was the experience dream like in any way? No
Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body? Yes
Describe: I was free of everything and felt unexplainably calm
Did you see a light? Yes
Describe: bright and loving
Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased? Yes
Describe: my baby, and many others behind my father I didn't know at that time.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes
Describe: it was as if no time existed
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes
my father was okay and he loved me and my daughter
Has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.? Career choices? I know I have chosen the right path for me.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes
they knew by the look of peace on my face.
Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site? No
What emotions/feelings did you experience following your experience? the gambit
What was the best and worst part of your experience? not having my father or baby and not being able to hold them both.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?