Experience description:

My heart stopped as I delivered my already dead daughter. I saw a beautiful light and my father holding a baby. I tried to reach them, I wanted to touch them both. My father shook his head no and said not yet, she's beautiful and she's safe.  I awoke to my mother pounding on my chest. I was "gone for a matter of seconds but to me it was longer. I felt at peace with her death and knowing she had people watching her. There were others behind my father but I didn't know who they were until later experiences.



Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?

  Yes
      Describe:

  His voice, then not yet, she's safe and beautiful
      Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally, or outside of you, inside of you, or did you not hear a voice or sound but had a knowing of what was communicated?

  it was from everywhere, yet again from nowhere.

      If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar to the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?

  same loving voice

      How clearly did you hear the deceased?

  VERY

      Is there any possibility that what you heard was from any other source in the surroundings at the time of your experience?

  none

      Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?

  no

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?

  Yes

      Where and how were you touched?

  i felt his warmth and love

      Was the touch familiar?

  familiar he had a way of touching you but never putting his hands on you

      Was anything communicated by the touch?

  love, concern , joy

      Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in your surroundings at the time of your experience?

  no

Did you see the deceased?

  Yes

      Describe the appearance of the deceased:

  He was angelic to me with the pain he felt in life, Gone!

      How clearly did the deceased appear?

  Solid

      How much of the deceased did you see?

  all

      Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?

  He was as I remembered him when I saw him the last time.

      How healthy did the deceased appear to be?

  perfect. He was crippled with Rheumatory arthritis, and bent. He looked to be in perfect health at the experience.

      Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in your surroundings at the time of your experience?

  no



How long did the experience last?

  seconds

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?

  sudden in both

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:

  Experience was definitely real



What other attitudes and beliefs about your experience do you currently have:      Joy
     
Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?

  No
       
Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?

  Yes
      Describe:

  I belief not in one God , but of Goddess and God. Many of both.

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?  Yes
      Describe:  Many times , too many to relate

Was the experience dream like in any way?  No
       
Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body? Yes
      Describe:  I was free of everything and felt unexplainably calm

Did you see a light?

  Yes

      Describe:

  bright and loving

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?  Yes

      Describe:

  my baby, and many others behind my father I didn't know at that time.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?

  Yes

      Describe:

 it was as if no time existed

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?

  Yes

      Describe:

  my father was okay and he loved me and my daughter

Has the experience affected your relationships?  Daily life?  Religious practices etc.?  Career choices?

  I know I have chosen the right path for me.

Have you shared this experience with others?

  Yes

      Describe:

  they knew by the look of peace on my face.

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?  No

What emotions/feelings did you experience following your experience?  the gambit

What was the best and worst part of your experience?

  not having my father or baby and not being able to hold them both.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?  No