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Suzanne M ADCs

Experience description:  

Before I see Spirit, with my eyes closed, I see magnificent colors swirling around, and eyes, large eyes of several beings - I believe they are my spirit guides.  But the colors are so glorious, I often have tears roll down my cheeks.  Then I sense that I'm not alone, I ask 'Who is here?'  I hear Spirit speak - if they had an accent, they still do, then I see what they looked like when they were on this side.  They show me their occupation, and give me a name.

Background Information:

Date of experience:          several months ago

Length of time between death of deceased and your experience:  6-8 months

Was the date of the experience significant in any way?    Bob has shown up for his wife, Mary, multiple times now.  Mary confirms/verifies the information that Bob shows me.  Mary has been my patient for several years.  I never met Bob until after his death - and now I feel as if I know him very well!  He has quite the sense of humor.

General geographic location of experience:  Senoia, GA (The irony of this location is that it is where hit TV show 'The Walking Dead' is filmed!  God has a sense of humor : )

Details of location of experience and your activity at the time of experience:        I was in a therapy session with this patient - my patient was sobbing - and Bob popped in on my right side (Spirit always shows up on my right side, I don't know why) and Bob told me to remind Mary:  'Tell her about the green car... the green car!'  I asked if she knew anything about the green car.  She immediately smiled.  Mary said, 'OMG!  It was a 1970's muscle car - he loved that thing and I hated it!'  Bob said, 'Remind her that car is where we conceived our first child... chuckle'  I told Mary what Bob said, and she responded, 'Oh probably, we used to have sex in that thing all of the time!'

Degree of bereavement for deceased immediately prior to the experience:  Severe sadness and/or grief feelings

Degree of alertness immediately prior to experience:        Fully alert

After your experience, did you consider the contents of your experience:  Wonderful

Have you had multiple experiences?   Yes    Was this experience difficult to express in words?     Yes

Our language is primal and grossly inadequate to describe things I'm shown

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?          No

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?       Yes

          Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:          In one instance, I heard a woman with a heavy accent - and she was so stubborn!  She told me she would wait until I delivered the message to her grandson - who was giving me a massage.

          Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?          The voice is inside of my head.  As if I have in ear buds and I'm listening to a movie.

          If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?    The voice has never sound like mine.  Typically, I don't know the deceased.

          Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? NOPE!

          Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?       NOPE!  HAHAHAHA.  It wouldn't matter if I were hearing impaired - Spirit communicates telepathically.

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?       Yes


Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar? No, I allowed Spirit to use my body so that I could understand how they died.  I've felt heart attacks, drug overdoses, traumatic brain injury, and a fatal car crash.

          Was anything communicated by the touch? Just so that I could effectively share with their loved one.

Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? No

Did you see the deceased?       Yes

They appear as they were so their loved one will recognize them

How clearly did the deceased appear?            I've never seen them with my eyes open.  But they show me in picture, sort of like a slide show... and if I don't get it the first time... they very patiently and lovingly repeat it until I understand.

How much of the deceased did you see?       I see (with eyes closed) all of them.

Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?   They appear to me exactly how their loved one would best recognize them.

How healthy did the deceased appear to be?            Wonderfully healthy.  They only show me limps, or amputation, if it's evidence for their loved one

Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? NOPE

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? Yes

          What smell, scent, fragrance or odor did you smell?          Cherry pipe tobacco - filled me office (17'x17') and I literally thought someone was smoking in it.

          Was the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar?   Not to me - but it was important for my patient.

          Was anything communicated by the smell?  The smell was to announce a husband's presence

          Is there any possibility that the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?         HAHAHA - not in this historical home - it's a tinderbox.  NO Smoking!

How long did the experience last?      An hour or so

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?      The beginning was sudden and strong... then it disapated

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          Yes

So glad I knew they were there

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?          Yes, he gave me the information that early on in his marriage he smoked a pipe with cherry tobacco

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

          Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   Because the Spirit(s) provide me with specific evidence that I would have no way of knowing

          Was the experience dream like in any way?  No

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  During the experience, I am trying to focus on what Spirit is trying to tell or show me.  It's like your trying to hear someone when there is a bad cell phone connection

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes

It helps grieving hearts

What was the best and worst part of your experience?     The best part is interfacing with the Divine.  The worst part is not being believed

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes                Describe:     My friends politely listen to my stories - but they don't know what to say or do around this topic.        

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes    Every life is sacred.  We must be personally responsible to help move the collective to higher levels of consciousness - this is achieved through LOVE and being love in the world, being the light in the darkness.

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?         Yes    We NEVER DIE.

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?         Yes

Made with my mother - and I get frequent signs from her

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         Yes Music pieces that she loved

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Afterwards, I'm overcome with intense positive affect - JOY

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          Yes


Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         Yes

There is a divine grace that guides all of us.

Did you become aware of future events?      Yes

Yes, I've dreamed of bombings/terror attacks and would wake up and in the news - it was there.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes

I've always been somewhat psychic - but only recently been given mediumship ability

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?  Yes

At times, yes

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?       No

Did you see a light?        Yes

Yes, but all of the colors

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     Yes

Many different places

Have you shared this experience with others?      

Yes    Some people do not believe me.  Other's grief is greatly relieved

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?       No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience? It's all true.  Every experience I share happened exactly to the best of my memory.

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?    No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?     No 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?                     Yes

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.       No suggestions!  Just glad someone provides the space for people like me to share.