2. I was laying on my bed and I felt someone softly rub my back.
3. On 9-12, & 9-13, 2002, the deceased cell phone rang my home according to the caller ID and when I answer it there was no one there it has since stopped.
4 I take walks on the beach late at night and I can swear there is some directly behind me, to the point of me being so sure that I quickly turn and look behind me because I hear footsteps, yet there is no one there.
5. One night I was in my living room and just experimenting I said Billy if your here show me.
AND TO MY
SHOCK ONE OF MY STRAPS ON MY TANK TOP SNAPPED APART BUT THERE WERE NOT BUTTONS
IT WAS A SEWED STRAP!!!!!
Did you sense an awareness or presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them ? Yes
Describe: JUST FELT LIKE i WAS BEING WATCHED
Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased? Yes
Describe: MY NAME VERY SOFTLY
Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally, or outside of you, inside of you, or did you not hear a voice or sound but had a knowing of what was communicated? YES
If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar to the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive? YES
How clearly did you hear the deceased? VERY CLEAR
Is there any possibility that what you heard was from any other source in the surroundings at the time of your experience? NO
Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience? NO
Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased? Yes
Where and how were you touched? MY BACK RUBBED
Was the touch familiar? FAMILIAR
Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in your surroundings at the time of your experience? NO
Did you see the deceased? No
How long did the experience last? SECONDS BECAUSE I GOT SCARED AND LEFT THE ROOM
Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden? SUDDEN
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased? HE'S TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING LIKE SOMEONE IS RESPONSIBLE OR THAT HE DID NOT MEAN OR WANT TO DIE
Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know? NO
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real
Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience: SCARED AND GUILT......I DID NOT GET TO SAY GOOD BYE AND THE LAST PHONE CONVERSATION WITH HIM I WAS KINDA COLD AND DISTANT WITH HIM
What other attitudes and beliefs about your experience do you currently have: Joy
Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? No
Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.? No
To the best of your knowledge, did the deceased, during their life, ever have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual experience? Yes
Describe: YES, VERY MUCH SO. HE WAS MY NEIGHBOR AND WAS FOUND DEAD ONE NIGHT BY HIS ROOMMATE UNDER AGAIN DRUG RELATED EXPERIENCE AND HE SOMEHOW CAME BACK TO LIFE AND SAID HIS MOM SAID GO BACK ITS NOT TIME AND HE ALSO TOLD ME IT WAS A VERY BAD EXPERIENCE NO WHITE LIGHTS, NO GOOD FEELING
experience dream like in any way?
Has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.? Career choices? IM AT A CONSTANT RESEARCH WITH CORONER REPORTS, A/D EXPS, COMA SITES, BRAIN DEAD SITES, AND GENEALOGY SITES
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes
Describe: ONLY ONE GIRL FRIEND WHO BELIEVES BECAUSE HER FATHER COMMITTED SUICIDE AND SHE HAS HAD MANY EXPERIENCES HER SELF...
ELSE WOULD CALL ME 5150 (CRAZY)
Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site? No
What emotions/feelings did you experience following your experience? DETERMINATION FOR WHAT IM NOT CERTAIN. ANGER THAT SOMEONE MAY HAVE KILLED HIM. SAD BECAUSE I WANT HIM TO COME BACK
Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience? ALL I WANT TO KNOW IS:
TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING AND IS HE HERE OR AM I JUST CRAZY AND TALKING TO
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes