Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes
I did so, and never was visited by him again. I found out years later that the molestations were true...I continued having OOBE's until now with different conditions...
I was a child, and initially was puzzled. I saw my grandfather at the foot of my bed crying for forgiveness. I arose and we "floated together for some time around my room, and he confided to me the he had not only molested my sister, but my mother as well when she was a child. He wanted me to pray for his soul.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? Alert and Oriented times 3
Was the experience dream like in any way? Initially, but there was the sensation of real time, and the sounds were clear and my body was on the bed lying next to my dog.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
With the first event, I thought I was just me in an ethereal form, like a window transparency. A few years ago I saw my reflection in a mirror. I was a diamond shaped glowing light.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Sadness
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? No, as I said, I could see, hear and smell as if I were really there
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? No
Did you see a light? No
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes
My grandfather, he spoke, and touched me I held his hand
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes
After a few years I could do this, but the events are too sensitive to discuss in this forum, you'd never believe it!
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes
Not in the initial OOBE, but I was an eye witness to an event that I found out that happened , purely by mistake
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? Yes
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? I'm more aware of my world. I can sense danger, and literally smell evil
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes
They were skeptical
What emotions did you experience following your experience? Sadness
What was the best and worst part of your experience? Seeing my grandfather was joyful, his disclosures we not
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? no
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. Am I still having them , and how have they changed.