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Experience description:  

about 12 hours after my mother died as I was lying in my bed ready to sleep I had the vision of a tunnel made out of brown clouds and at the other end of this tunnel was THE LIGHT, the light was love and it came through the tunnel bathing me in such strong love that I had the thought and regret that in my life I hadn't experienced such a wonderful deep love.

also I 'saw' my mother floating in the tunnel towards the light ... but she was invisible!!!

forever the word LOVE will have changed meaning because it can say only very little compared with my experience 

did you ever hear about another person like me that has had such an experience said by a loved one in the process of dying???

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     I saw the tunnel with the light at the other end (my mother floating in the middle of it towards the light) the light floating all over me and the unbelievably strong feeling of LOVE ; That's when the word love seems so small compared with what I experienced

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    All the time until it ended

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            All the time until it ended

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     again the feeling of the love coming from the light was unbelievably strong

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            No      

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I felt very happy to experience such unusual thing

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Uncertain      I saw the tunnel but did not enter it

Did you see a light?           Yes     THE LIGHT WAS LOVE and it was flowing all over me

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     I saw my dead mother floating in the tunnel towards the light  ... and

she was invisible (no explanation for that)

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No           

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     I had no sense of how long the experience lasted

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     I am sure that I had a peak into what's after death

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Uncertain      I lost all fear of death

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     the next day and often to help people

always when some one looses a loved one

people don't always believe me

some say that they think I just had a dream but: I know that it was more than a dream I call it a vision

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    Yes     I read a book about NDE 40 years ago

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I've always thought it was a great gift and formidable enrichment in my life

thanks to my mother who of course I think sent me this vision

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            Yes the love I experienced from the light stays with me and I'm not afraid to die

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real            currently exactly the same as at the time it occurred

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Uncertain      I have more to give and to share

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?           

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         Yes     I had an experience of clairvoyance           

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes