sleep one night and I woke up around 1 a.m. I went downstairs to the kitchen to
make some coffee. As I was drinking my coffee, I stepped into the porch to look
outside. I had big windows and I was looking at the night sky. I turned around
to head back in the kitchen when I noticed a blue light on the wall by my stairs
that led to the bedrooms.
Immediately, I thought one of my sons was fooling around and took a flashlight and put it under his blanket and reflected it onto the wall. So I called out their names, but no one answered. I climbed about 4 steps of the stairs and peeked into their bedrooms. All three of my children were sound asleep.
I was standing inches away from the wall with the blue light. It was about two feet in diameter. I put my hand in front of it to see if there was a shadow...There wasn't any...Then the light started to shrink in perfect form until it disappeared. It only took seconds when then a thought came to me that it was my Uncle Thomas who was passing through to see my kids before crossing over...It was about 1:30 - 1:45 a.m. I checked on the kids and went to sleep.....In the morning I called my mom who told me that my uncle passed away during the night. I already knew that...
Did you sense an awareness or presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them ? No
Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased? Uncertain
Describe: I felt a presence or familiar feeling that told me it was him.
Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally, or outside of you, inside of you, or did you not hear a voice or sound but had a knowing of what was communicated? It was a sense that came from inside me...
How clearly did you hear the deceased? The feeling was definite
Is there any possibility that what you heard was from any other source in the surroundings at the time of your experience? No
Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience? No
Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased? No
Where and how were you touched? Not with this story, but with others I had
Was the touch familiar? On one experience, the touch of my cousin was a kiss on my cheek and her hand on my shoulder...I felt it like I would feel it from anyone here...
Was anything communicated by the touch? There was a "knowing" of what I was thinking and feeling.......
Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in your surroundings at the time of your experience? NO
Did you see the deceased? Yes
Describe the appearance of the deceased: only in light forms....sometimes they look like streaks of lightning.
How clearly did the deceased appear? The light forms are solid...you don't see thru them
How much of the deceased did you see? Just streaks....
I see the
strangers in full body form...but they are shadows
Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died? It varies....they are always bright...for lack of a better word.
How healthy did the deceased appear to be? They are healthy...
people are indifferent in feeling....sometimes melancholy...
Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in your surroundings at the time of your experience? NO
Did you smell a distinct smell, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? Yes
Describe: sometimes there is the smell of candy....sometimes a floral scent. Usually, the air changes...
Was the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar? no...just candy smell and flower smell
Was anything communicated by the smell? No
Is there any possibility the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any other source present in your surroundings at the time of your experience? No
How long did the experience last? they last only moments
Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden? They usually "Just appear" and then slowly fade away....
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased? that also depends...I've had a feeling that some were happy and sometimes a discomfort came over....Others are melancholy or lost
Describe: that also depends...I've had a feeling that some were happy and sometimes a discomfort came over....Others are melancholy or lost
Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know? Sometimes they do and then I ask the person whom it is for and is turns out to be 99% true.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real
What did you feel (while awake) immediately prior to your experience?
in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:
It was very peaceful...I was moving slowly and comfortably. Did not fear
anything that was going on...In fact, I was disappointed that the experiences
leave so soon....
What other attitudes and beliefs about your experience do you currently have:
Other Attitude or Belief
My attitude is that life has a certain path for all of us....Destiny is a word in all of our vocabulary and we all have the ability to communicate if we open our eyes and thoughts....I believe we are connected and that we must pay attention to what's around us....There is a purpose for everything, big or small
Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Uncertain
Describe: I think the word is comfort...I was comforted to know that they still remember us here and are aware of where they are...I like that they want to interact with us and I wish I could contact them more....I pray for them always...
Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.? Yes
Describe: It confirmed what I always believed in my heart...Life goes on, just in a different form
Have you ever made a death compact? Yes
Describe: I told my grandmother that if she dies first she is to promise me that she will try to contact me and let me know that there is life after death.
Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? Yes
Describe: I've had many spontaneous obe's I call them partial ones because sometimes it's only part of my body and I don't leave the room I'm in....
To the best of your knowledge, did the deceased, during their life, ever have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual experience? Yes
Describe: Yes, my grandmother told me that she used to see these people in her room that she didn't know. And once, she saw her daughter (still living) at the foot of her bed and very upset...It turned out that my aunt, who is very clairvoyant had an obe to her mother...She was going thru a rough time at that time...
Did you experience a separation of consciousness from
your body? Uncertain
Describe: I don't know...I knew what I was doing and I was aware of what was going on.
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes
Describe: Once I was in the field of beautiful grass when my ex-husbands grandmother came to visit...
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Uncertain
I think I just became more aware and therefore other things opened up.....I was
able to sense things about people...
Has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.? Career choices? I believe and I look at people on a different level. More importantly, I look at myself on a different level and have made myself very aware of how I act...
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes
Some believe others just think I'm out of my mind....
Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site? Yes
Describe: I've shared my experiences with a few websites over the years, but I don't remember their names...Nothing ever became of any of it...I don't think they were interested...
emotions/feelings did you experience following your experience?
I was relaxed and comforted
What was the best and worst part of your experience? The best part was that a source of energy enveloped me during and after the experience...the worst part was it was over too quickly
anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?
not at this time...I'm tired of typing...lol
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
Describe: I didn't provide much detail because I hate typing...I wish I kept a journal. A woman told me years ago to write down everything, but I hate writing.