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Experience description 2587:

My uncle died two years ago by taking his own life with a gun. I was never very close to him but I always thought a lot about the person he was and I always had the most love and respect for him. I seen him just a few days before he had passed. He said to me, ' you know sis, it seems like no matter what we do, it will never be good enough.' And I said back 'yeah, you’re right sometimes it doesn’t seem that way.' I didn’t know what it meant at the time but looking back he really felt that and so did I. Anyway, almost two years after he passed he came to me in a dream. I never have dreams of loved ones like this and this is the only one I’ve ever had. It was so real feeling, I had feelings of him actually being right there with me. He came kind of farther away and got closer and closer and all around him was this white light. It was so warm and loving. It made me feel so good in that very moment and it was so strong. I can not deny all the love and happiness and peacefulness it brought to me. I can’t quiet remember now if there was anything else there I felt like there might be but he was the main focus and he was smiling holding out his hand to me. He told me 'everything is going to be ok.' And he disappeared and the dream was gone and I woke up. I had no idea what he was talking about because I didn’t have anything even going on at that time and I couldn’t figure out why he would tell me something like that but two maybe almost three months later I lost my baby sister unexpectedly and I had another 3 ADCs after that.

 Was this experience difficult to express in words? No

 Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?          No

 Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?       Yes

           Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:          In a dream he spoke to me ' everything is going to be ok.'

           Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?          It was in my mind because I was asleep but it felt like it was coming from outside of my dream somewhere.

           If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?    Similar

           Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? No, everyone in the house was sleeping.

           Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?       No

 Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?       Uncertain

 It was a sensation that I was being hugged almost.

            Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar? Familiar

           Was anything communicated by the touch? Warmness, peacefulness and love.

            Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? No, there was no television or music playing and no one was awake talking in the house at this time everyone was in bed asleep.

 Did you see the deceased?       Yes

 He looked like he did when I had last seen him as I remembered him looking.

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            Fully visible in my dream.

            How much of the deceased did you see?       I seen all of him but the focus on him was from the waist up with his arm extended put towards me.

            Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?   He appeared to be the age when he died. He was probably in his 60’s.

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?           He had been shot in the head and when I seen him he appeared to not be hurt at all. He was happy and smiling and looked healthy and glowing.

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? No, there was nothing happening around me at this time when the dream came.

 Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No

 How long did the experience last?      Not sure how long we were exactly together. It felt like forever but also very fast. In the moment when we were together I couldn’t tell how much time had gone by bc it didn’t matter but he was gone so fast afterwards.

 Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?      The beginning was gradual as he slowly started approaching me. I’m not sure how much time went by as we were just being together but I’m the end he just gone very quickly.

 Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          Yes

 Love, peace, happiness, and hope.

 Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?          He didn’t give me any information that I necessarily didn’t know but gave me the comment that 'everything is going to be ok.' And I really felt it in that moment. Two months later I lost my youngest sister unexpectedly and it’s been really hard.

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

           Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   The intense emotions that I felt

           Was the experience dream like in any way?  Yes

 It was a dream but him being there in person felt very real.

 Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  It was a very positive experience. He was very happy and his feeling were all of love and peacefulness. I just felt it coming from him and to me and just being all around the both of us. It was a very calming place to be with him. I felt like nothing mattered and everything was alright.

 Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Uncertain

 At the time that it happened no I didn’t understand it. But, after I lost my sister and had multiple adc experiences, I feel like he was telling me that it is going to be ok and he was right there with her helping her and watching over us all. It made me feel good to think about him being there for me knowing how hard it was going to be on me. It’s also caused me to start questioning what I thought about the afterlife before all of this.

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?     The best part was the overwhelming feeling of love and happiness and peace. It scared me that he gave me a message everything was going to be ok so it worried me and the worst part was loosing my sister and realizing that’s what he was talking about.

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? No      Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?          Uncertain     I am starting to question what I thought before about death and the afterlife. I now feel as though things may be different because of my multiple adc experiences I’ve had recently.

 Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?         No

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Uncertain I’m not sure exactly what was going to be ok. It just was a feeling of no matter what happens he will be there and it will work out.
What emotions did you feel during the experience?         I was worried that something was going to happen and it scare me. I had forgotten all about it until my sister death.

 Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          No

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes

 It felt as if time was still I guess. It wasn’t passing or coming.

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         No

 Did you become aware of future events?      Uncertain   I knew something may happen but I didn’t know what it was going to be. It could have been anything at that time.

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?  Uncertain

 I’m not sure where we were. It didn’t feel like here where I am now it felt lighter and happier and better but I didn’t see things around us it was just the focus of us together.

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?          Uncertain  I felt other people around but all that mattered was my uncle and I in that point in time and the message.

 Did you see a light?        Yes  Yes it appeared and then my uncle started to appear. It was like we were inside the light and it was all around us. It was peacefully and loving and very happy feeling.

 Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

 Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes    My significant other isn’t spiritual at all and he thinks that I just had a dream about my uncle, but I ask him why almost two years after only this one time did I? Everyone else in my family is very religious and or spiritual so when I told my aunt, the only other person at the time besides my SO, she thought it was him just visiting to say everything was ok and I agreed. After a little over two months had passed and we lost my sister, I began to open up to other family members and they say it was a sign from him telling me it was alright.

 Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?       No

  Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience? This experience leading into other ADCs I've has recently have caused me to question my own beliefs and spirituality.

 Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?    No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?     Yes 

I’ve had strange things happen to me all my life. I have been very scared by it as a small child so I turned my back, so to say, on it to continue on through life without these fears. As of recent events I am now becoming more open to spiritual growth and such.

 Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?                     Yes

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION 2588:

 It started a couple days before my youngest sister died. It was very unexpected so there was no way of knowing. It was a strange feeling of something was going to happen it’s very hard to describe. It was a pulling feeling towards her to want to be around her and it was so intense. My other sister and I had taken her out a couple packages of cigarettes that she had asked for and we both gave each other a look after she turned to go inside because we both had that same exact feeling. I tried to brush it off and push it away because I couldn’t understand what it was trying to tell me. I drove away and didn’t hear from her again. She had been strongly on my mind and I was missing being around her and wanting to reach out to her again. I knew she had been drinking more at this time but no more than usual and that was the reason we weren’t in much contact during that time. That was a Thursday. That Sunday I watched game of thrones with my sister that was slightly younger than me, not the youngest, and had went home had time with my significant other and our friend and headed off to bed. I was fast asleep when I felt something change is the only way I can describe it and it woke me completely from my sleep. On this night I had usually never slept on this side of the bed, but I had with my arm off the edge of the bed, which was unusual as well. I felt like someone was there and as I was thinking about sitting up I felt a small warm breath breathe into my hand off the side. I waved my arm around and around freaked out and wondering what it was . I felt all around for what could have caused the warm air but then it felt like someone was with me from the left top corner of the room. The whole atmosphere felt different and it felt like someone was wanting me to know they were there with me. It scared me completely but I just told myself I was imagining it and even though I still felt it I laid down and went back to bed. I’m not sure what time it was then because I never looked, but I do know I had gotten a phone call just a couple hours afterwards and I didn’t answer it because I felt a peace over me and an overwhelming feeling everything was alright. It rang again so I answered and in the back of my mind I knew it was about my sister, she had died early some time that morning. I was shocked to find out it was real but almost not shocked because I felt it. During the week of her cremation I had two more ADCs. The day before my other sisters birthday, April 23rd, I had a wild rabbit come right up to me my SO and my two twin girls. It was amazing. I felt connected to the rabbit and felt feelings of love from it. It came right up as if it were checking up on us and wasn’t scared of the kids. It walked around in the garden acting like it wanted to be close to us. I didn’t want to leave but we were on our way out and it was gone when I got back. The second was the day after, on my sister actual birthday, and the day I believe my sister was cremated, I smelled strong odors of whiskey that morning and when I left and came back the whole house smelled of formaldehyde all day long and the next day it was completely gone. I have no clue where the odors came from but my SO smelled them as well.

 Was this experience difficult to express in words? Yes

 How real the experience felt and the timing along with not believing in a god or afterlife.

 Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?         

Yes

 Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?       No

 Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?       Yes

 On my hand hanging off the side of the bed I felt warm air breathed into my hand.

            Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar? I didn’t recognize it.

           Was anything communicated by the touch? I didn’t understand what it meant.

            Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? I don’t know of anything that would make me feel like someone wa with me so suddenly and I checked for the source of the air and I could not find anything.

 Did you see the deceased?       No

 Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No

 How long did the experience last?      Just a couple minutes maybe ten and I had laid back down and tried to dismiss it.

 Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?      It was a all of a sudden type of experience. It came from nowhere and was then I just tried to push it away. The feeling of a presence was so strong.

 Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          Uncertain

 I’m not sure, I was so scared and startled by it happening out of nowhere.

 Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?          I don’t think so.

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

           Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   I was completely awake when I felt the feeling of a presence and when I felt the warm air on my hand. It was so real that it scared me.

           Was the experience dream like in any way?  No

 Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  It scared me because something I could not see was doing things and giving me feelings that I had no control over.

 Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Uncertain

 I am starting my spiritual journey. I’m starting to now question what I thought. I used to think there was nothing after you die and we were gone, but there is no explanation for what has happened to me.

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?     The best part was after being able to process the passing I was able to have some closure in a sense that my sister cared to come say either hello or goodbye not long after she had gone. The worst part was being scared in that moment, finding out the truths of it, and then going through grief wondering what was that that night? It was so hard to deal with. Knowing my sister is gone, but is she really gone? I don’t know.

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes    I thought that after we died, we just died and that was the end of it. I think there is more than we know now.

 Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?         Yes    I believe there are things in the afterlife we do not understand or can even grasp. I have just got to the top of it if anything and anything is possible now. I think maybe we do carry on in life and things are more than they seem.

 Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?         Yes

 My sister would always joke to me and put other sister that I’d she died first she would find us and haunt us. I don’t know how serious in that moment we were but it was verbalized.

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?         I was very frightened by it. And when I had laid back down after pushing back the experience I fell asleep and felt peaceful.

 Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          No

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         No

 Did you become aware of future events?      No

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?  No

 Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   No

 Did you see a light?        No

 Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

 Have you shared this experience with others?      

Yes    My family all thought it was very comforting and that it wa my sister coming to say goodbye. My SO is not spiritual and he doesn’t exactly know what’s happening, but he also knows I don’t just go around saying things like this happen to me.

 Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?       No

  Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience? I have feelings of her being around and it is a light, airy buzzy feeling that comes and goes. I think it’s her but I have no definitive proof just personal feelings.

 Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?    No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?     Yes 

I have had spiritual things happen to me all my life. Ever since I was a young child I have had things happen I couldn’t explain and they would sometimes scare me. So I turned my back on it to get rid of the unwanted feelings of being scared.

 Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?                     Yes