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Experience description:

My ex girlfriend had committed suicide 5 weeks ago.  It was extremely difficult to digest.  Earlier this same day I had written a letter to her father letting him know how much she loved him and how much she meant to me.  After that, I went and helped a friend move some furniture.  In my head I questioned all day whether or not she knew I had written the letter, had she been watching me?  So many questions in my mind. 

After moving the furniture, my friend said 'Hey, I have the weirdest text on my phone.  It's typed and ready to send to you, but I didn't type it.  The text read "xxxx;xxxx deeds'

I thought it was strange since I wondered if she knew of all my good deeds of the day (the letter, helping my friend, etc).  My friend and I then moved the rest of her furniture into the house.  The whole time I kept wondering if that was from her and maybe she had seen me and what I was doing.  Once we finished I asked my friend if I could see her phone because I wanted to see how close together all those letters were to each other on her phone keypad and if it could just be a really weird coincidence.   So she walked over to her purse and got her out her phone.  She started screaming.  I ran over to her and written on her phone was another text that was ready to be sent to me.  It read "c I know"

To me that's beyond coincidence with the spaces between words, the capitalized I, and the meaning behind those words.  That can't just be random chance.  Now I feel like she is with me and hears me.

 Was this experience difficult to express in words?          No

 Did you see the deceased?        No

 Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?   No

 How long did the experience last?       It was a text

 Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?           Uncertain

 caring and reassuring

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was probably real

             Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:         it's just to random to not be real.

             Was the experience dream like in any way?  No

 Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:          elated, freaked out in a good way, happy

 Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?          Uncertain

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?     all good, left me wanting more

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?       No      

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?  No      

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?    No

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?    No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?           happy

 Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?           Yes

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?   No

 Did you become aware of future events?       No

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?     No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

 Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?           No

 Did you see a light?          No

 Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?          No

 Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     amazed, emotional, etc

 Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?   No

 Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?      No