On February 18th, at 2pm,  during our weather quarantine, my yard was swarming with American Robins! My yard, still covered in snow, I watched these orange chested birds splashing in the ice cold puddle at the end of my driveway.  HUNDREDS of them.  I started taking pictures when I watched them suddenly scatter.  Out of no where a huge Bald Eagle swooped down over me seemed to be the length of a car.  Its underbelly solid white.  Flew straight up landing on the top of the highest tree across the street.  Only observing for a minute before disappearing in the sky.  The Robins remained for the entire day.  Leaving a few behind that remain in my back yard.  Never in my life have I seen anything so beautiful.  Some say these birds are a omen for new beginnings, and Spring.  But, I know it was a gift from Thumper, on our very own Wedding Anniversary.  At the very time we got married 4 years ago.

Was this experience difficult to express in words? No

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?      Yes

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          No

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?         No

Did you see the deceased?       No

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No

How long did the experience last?      4 hours

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?       Sudden

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          Uncertain

Can't be sure from evidence but I know he was joyful

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  No

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

          Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   It was physically present

          Was the experience dream like in any way?  No

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  Joyful

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes

Celebrating of our love still remains

What was the best and worst part of your experience?     It was all beautiful but the Bald Eagle seemed or was powerful.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?      No     

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?  Yes    Certain if life after Death and the memories remain with your spirit after death

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?    Yes

Agreed to communicate after death

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes The experience was observed by neighbors and written about online

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Love renewed but sad it was over

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          Yes

My friend

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         Yes

Certain my deceased husband brought a gift of Heaven for our Anniversary proving yet again Love never dies.

Did you become aware of future events?      No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   No

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   Yes

Hundreds of American Robins and a Bald Eagle

Did you see a light?        Yes

The pictures I took show a apparent light like a white aura around the birds

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

Have you shared this experience with others?      

Yes    Some believed and recognized the signs others didn't want to discuss

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?         No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?   Love always finds a way.

Love is definitely the connection that holds people together, even through death.

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? Yes 

Already described on prior experience

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.       I did have malfunctions of electronics during my experience and after.  I try to get physical proof of each experience, but usually is seemingly malfunctions preventing physical proof.  Even after the experience, my phone won't charge or will very little making it difficult to view the pictures I took during event. Almost like a higher power prevents me showing evidence of event. Only can share through my own voice or my own words.