Experience description:
My
friend, Matsie,
died at the age of 17
from cancer. The day after she died about 5 people had a dream about her and I
was one of them. Recently I had another dream about her.
I
went to another world to see her. Everyone in this world had already died. As
soon as I got there, she was waiting for me. I’ve been there many times but I
only remember this dream.
She asked me if I delivered her message to the human world. I can’t remember
what the message was because it took place in the dream before this. I told her
I can’t deliver her message and she asked me why not. I told her when I go back
to the human world I can’t remember my dreams. She asked me why do you think you
can’t remember your dreams and I told her I don’t know.
She said I think I can help you with that and she showed me a time in my past. I
was sitting on my back porch alone when suddenly a cardinal flew down to see me.
It stayed there for the longest time less than 5 feet away from me. In the dream
she wanted me to know this was her.
After she showed me the past, she showed me the present. Again I was sitting on
my back porch and she was sitting next to me. The cardinal flew down to see me
after it broke a hole through the sky. It started out in black and white and as
the cardinal got closer it became more colorful until it was next to me like in
my past. She was trying to help me remember this and she told me to pay very
close attention to it. She was smiling at me like she was teaching me something.
She made the cardinal jump up and down and sing and I remember laughing because
it looked funny.
All of a sudden she said we were done and I had to go back. I became scared
because I didn’t think I would remember and my fear sent me back immediately.
Before I travelled back I asked her what if I don’t remember. She was still
smiling at me and she told me I will remember. It confused me that she was so
confident I would remember even though I tried many times to remember my dreams
and I couldn’t do it.
I
travelled back through the darkness of the universe telling myself to remember
the dream. I travelled back to earth and flew down to my house. I could see the
roof of my house and I knew I was under it sleeping.
Then I was back in my body. My foot moved because I felt like I was falling. It
startled me and I opened my eyes after my foot moved. My mind drew a blank and I
remembered nothing. I couldn’t remember anything about the dream only that I had
forgotten what it was about and who it was about.
I
went back to sleep and woke up in the morning. I forgot that I had forgotten my
dream. I went out to sit on my back porch. I was not thinking about anything.
Suddenly a cardinal flew through the sky. It was in exactly the same place as in
the dream where the cardinal had put a hole in the sky except in the dream this
part had been in black and white.
I
saw it in color but also in black and white. I saw it in the past, present, and
future and I remembered everything in the dream.
I feel
like she wants me to share my experience with other people to let them know she
is real and she exists in another world in another dimension where the past,
present, and future are the same. It was the most amazing experience I ever had.
It’s changed me and I feel like I have a better understanding of life and death.
Any associated medications or
substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Subconscious
Was the experience dream like in any way?
Yes
Did you experience a separation of
your consciousness from your body?
Yes I remember flying back to my body.
I did not want to go back to my body.
What emotions did you feel during
the experience?
The emotions I
felt were very powerful. It was a real experience not just a dream.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or
noises?
No
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see any other
beings?
Uncertain
I felt others in this world. They were watching
us talk. I couldn’t see them. Communication was telepathic.
Did you experiment while out of the
body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or hear anything
regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?
No
Did you notice how your 5 senses
were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes
My mind was communicating directly with
hers. I felt like I was using my 5 senses but I knew I wasn’t. It was telepathic
communication. It felt like we were watching TV.
Did you have any sense of altered
space or time?
No
Did you have a sense of knowing,
special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
Sometimes when I wake up I feel anxious or
depressed because I can’t remember my dreams. This experience changed that and
changed me for the better.
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
Yes It was a black fog in the universe.
It separates our dimension from theirs. When we fly through it we forget our
dreams.
Did you become aware of future
events?
Yes I saw her in the past, present, and
future at the same time.
Were you involved in or aware of a
decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts
following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I have a better understanding of
life.
How has the experience affected
your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
In a good way
Has your life changed specifically
as a result of your experience?
Yes I understand life better
Have you shared this experience
with others?
Yes They thought it was weird.
What emotions did you experience
following your experience?
I felt like she
was with me. I felt happy.
What was the best and worst part of
your experience?
The best part
was when I remembered everything. The worst part was coming back to Earth.
Is there anything else you would
like to add concerning the experience?
She never told
me what the message was.
Following the experience, have you
had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced
any part of the experience?
No
Did the questions asked and
information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes Yes
Please offer any suggestions you
may have to improve this questionnaire.
Not that I can
think of.