It happened in 1989 in Poland.

I was 16 at that time.

My father worked as a cab driver. He used to work during night shifts as it was better paid off.

At that winter's night I lied in my bed in the bedroom, when suddenly I felt very uneasy and experienced a bad premonition that something really wrong happened to my dad.

There was nothing more unnatural than this very bad feeling.

I remember I looked at the watch and it was around 22:00 o'clock.

Then I fell asleep.

Later in the night police officers came at my home and my family learned that our father died in a car accident. He died instantly on the spot, so no medical rescue action was even undertaken. The accident occurred around 22:00, so the time agreed with the moment of my premonition.

I can remember that on the same night, an alarm clock (traditional not electronic one) suddenly started to ring,  stopped, and later on turned out to be broken.

I did not see my father, did not hear his voice or had any personal contact. I had only that very bad premonition.

I am rational person so for many years I looked for possible explanations. I think it could be just kind of anxiety attack that randomly correlated with that terrible accident. Or maybe my mind just made it experience up after the accident, in order to help me cope with this tragic situation.

I am not sure. We can be deluded by ourselves.

But there is also possibility, it was a kind of my father's saying farewell to me and giving my a sing, that there exists something on the other side.

That's why I decided to share my genuine story and hope this testimony will help to research the boundary of life and death.

Was this experience difficult to express in words?     No

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?      Yes

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          No

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?         No

Did you see the deceased?       No

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No

How long did the experience last?      several minutes

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?       sudden

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          No

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  no

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was probably real

          Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   Experience was genuine but could not be unnatural.

          Was the experience dream like in any way?  No

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  anxiety and fear that something very bad has happened

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? No

What was the best and worst part of your experience?          There was nothing good about it.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No       

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?      Uncertain     soon after I strengthened my faith in life after death, but as I grow up I tried to find more rational explanation of that experience

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?         No     

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?    No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          anxiety and fear that something very bad has happened

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          No

at the night my father died, a spring alarm clock suddenly started to ring and then broke down, this was witnessed by my mom and my two brothers

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         No

Did you become aware of future events?      No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?      No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   No

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   No

Did you see a light?        No

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes    They believed it could have happened.

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?         No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?   no

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? No 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes