Deesa A ADC
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Experience description:

My grandparents died within a month of each other. My grandpa's body was just slowly shutting down after a lifetime of alcoholism. His lungs getting filled with fluid and heart problems, he dealt with that for a number of years and was a long time coming.

After he died my grandmother's health started deteriorating and had a cancer scan just 3 months prior to my grandpa dying.  But suddenly, just a week after his death, she was diagnosed with sever brain cancer with no chance of survival.

After they died it felt more like a relief, for their sake. Being old alcoholics. I however had still not gained the knowledge of spirituality that I know now and didn't know what would come to their souls... Cause they weren't exactly 'model' people, being sick alcoholics their whole life. Didn't contribute anything in their lifetime or anything like that.

One night I was dreaming and they kind of interrupted the dream and they told me what their afterlife consisted of. They had to work their right to move on and gain access to better existence by doing spiritual tasks they were assigned. First my grandma came but then suddenly had to go, and she didn't even control it. The room we were in talking started shaking like an earthquake was happening and she went shooting out the window. I then walked down to a lobby of a building and there was my grandpa. We went outside for a walk and he told me what their purpose was for the time being and that i had nothing to worry about, they just had to earn their passage and they'd be fine. He also told me that he wasn't exactly allowed to tell me, but he was a caring grandpa in his essence and didn't want me to worry.

I'm psychic and always been so they could easily contact me. I remember from the exact time they came to me in the dream as if it was a memory. Usually when you wake up, you forget the most of the dream and later on remember nothing. This was a clear memory, I remember every little detail of the experience, just like a memory.

Two years later I stopped being able to feel them, they have moved on and are reincarnated now as someone else, hopefully being able to live a more meaningful life now

 Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          Yes

           Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:   I heard them, saw, felt and talked to

           Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?     In a dream

           If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?     Yes

           Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   No, it was them, in their spiritual life

           Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?   No

 Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?         No

 Did you see the deceased?       Yes

 They were a bit younger and stronger, wore everyday clothes that were typical for them to wear, my grandpa as caring as he always was, my grandma a bit distant like she always was

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            Solid

            How much of the deceased did you see?       All

            Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?           Maybe in their 50-60, they died at 80

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?            Pretty healthy

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   No

 Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No

 How long did the experience last?      About 30 minutes

 Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?       Sudden, they interrupted my Dream

 Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          Yes

 It was a peaceful mood, but time delaying

 Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  Yes, they told me what happened to them in their afterlife and purpose

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

           Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   Because I remember it just like a memory, not a dream that I would gradually forget. Still remember details

           Was the experience dream like in any way?  Yes

 They came to me in a dream      

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  Peaceful, yet nervous that they'd get whisked away

 Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes

 Less grief

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?          Best meeting them

Worst not getting more time with them

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?      Yes    What could happen in the afterlife

 Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?         Yes    About afterlife

 Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?    No

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Calm, at ease

 Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          No

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         Yes

 What can happen in the afterlife

 Did you become aware of future events?      No

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?      No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   No

 Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   No

 Did you see a light?        No

 Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

 Have you shared this experience with others?      

Yes    My mom and dad, dad had always believed me when I talk about my psychic abilities, my mom was always skeptical, but she believed this happened cause she had been sensing them as well

 Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?         No

 Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? Yes 

OBE and a spiritual awakening

 Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes