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I just woke up from my dream roughly an hour ago. My husband passed away on Oct 19, 2019, from cancer. It was very difficult and still is. After his diagnosis, he told me he had had a dream. In the dream, he was told by what he described as a man angel, not with wings. The angel told him that the cancer would get worse, his condition would get worse and he would die, but then God will raise him up again. We were both very happy about this dream as we both thought that it meant he would get bad, perhaps he may die momentarily, and then wake up and live again.

Fast forward 5 months into his illness, he had lost so much weight, he did decline badly. The good thing was that he had no pain. Some discomfort but no pain. Things were not looking good. I tried not to worry because of the dream he had. But on October 18, the day before he passed away, he spoke to me and told me that he was going to die and that he had seen something that made him realize that he had misinterpreted his dream. He said, he would die, that he would rise up again, that he would live again, but not in this world. That it would be at the other side. Of course, I was very upset. I told him he was just giving up the fight. That he was probably;y tired of fighting but should hang in there. I prayed with him and he went to bed. The following morning after breakfast, he died in my arms, never to wake again. I was angry, very angry at him for giving up, and extremely angry at God for taking him away from me. I still cry daily, but I am coping much better.

Since he passed, he has communicated with us in so many ways, including a physical appearance to my oldest son, dreams, visions and etc. to show us that he is indeed alive and sees us all the time, as he put it. He showed us how the other side looks. The beautiful landscape and also that he had met everybody and he was happy and doing very well and for me not to worry about him. These messages came in visions and dreams.

Today in my dream, I saw him in bed next to me. Initially, he was dead, lifeless. Then all of a sudden I heard him making noises, breathing, and moving. Then I called out to people around me, saying he is alive! he is not dead. He is living. Some could see him and others did not really seem impressed by what I was saying. They did not really believe me. So I kept trying to show them that my husband was alive. That he was not dead. That he was breathing. Then in the dream, I remembered the dream he spoke about when he was alive. I said out loud that, this is the dream he saw before he died. This is God raising him up again. He has risen. He is not dead. With this, I woke up out of my dream.

When I woke up, I could not remember the dream. I kept getting slight flashbacks of dreaming about my husband. But I tried hard to remember with no success. I finally decided to come to this website as I usually do when I miss my husband. Just to read about others' experiences to remind me that the dead are indeed alive and here with us. Then I decided to look back at a book I am writing about his passing. Well, as soon as I started reading the book, which starts with the day my husband died, my dream quickly came to me. I quickly remembered what I had just dreamt about. This brought me to tears because I knew right away that my husband wanted me to remember this dream. To remind me that he is still alive and he is right here with me by my side. He wanted me to remember the dream he had also had before he passed, that he would die, but rise to live again. Living right here with me, he is.

Losing a loved one as a loving husband or wife is difficult, but when you know that the loved one is right here, my! it brings such comfort! Thank God.

 Was this experience difficult to express in words?     No

 Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?          No

 Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?   Yes

           Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:     In my dream

           Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?    In my dream

           If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?        I heard him in my dream

           Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?      It was a dream

           Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?     I was asleep

 Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?   Yes

 In my dream

 Did you see the deceased?       Yes

 He looked dead at first, then he came back to life looking healthy.

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            Very clear but in my dream

            How much of the deceased did you see?       I saw him fully

            Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died? I am actually not too sure, but perhaps younger

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?           Dead at first, then woke up healthy

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?       No

 Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?       No

 How long did the experience last?      It was a dream so I am not sure

 Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?          gradual

 Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?         Yes

 Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?          The experience gave me the information I previously had. That he would die and wake-up live again.

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

           Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   Because of other experiences I and family have had before this, and the content of the dream as well as how I came to remember the dream

           Was the experience dream like in any way?  Yes

 it was a dream

 Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:        It was just a normal day. Just missing my husband slightly as usual but did not go to bed thinking about him.

 Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?          Yes

 Increased believe that my husband is indeed here with me

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?    it was nice to be reminded of the fact that my husband lives, and sad to know he is not physically here with me in the flesh as it used to be.

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?      No         

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? No     

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?   Yes          reinforced my believe in life after death

 Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?         No

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?         Teary, surprised, and content.

 Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?         No

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    No

 Did you become aware of future events?      No

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?    No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?          No

 Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?          No

 Did you see a light?        No

 Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?        No

 Have you shared this experience with others?      

No      Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?   No

 Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?    No 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?                    Yes