Donna B ADC
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Experience description:

While under anesthesia, I suddenly became aware that my head had just popped up into a completely black but well ventilated space. Then , without actually hearing his voice, and yet I did, Michael said to me: '‘I’m here if you want to come over’.  I was just amazed and almost speechless and at the same time I didn’t want this to pass without me replying so that he knew I’d gotten his message. Something told me I had better say something quick before the visitation passed so I said to him the first thought that crossed my mind which was ‘I didn’t know I had a choice’. Mind you, this all seemed to transpire within a matter of seconds but during the time of communication, we were totally zeroed in on each other.  Next thing I knew I was being woke up by a nurse. It was not a dreamlike experience.  If anyone dreams under anesthesia they certainly don’t remember it.

 Was this experience difficult to express in words? Yes

 I felt my head had entered a totally black but well-ventilated.

 Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?      No

 Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          Yes

           Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?     Heard his voice coming from the sight of his face but did not see face movement.  It was like he was communicating by planting this message in my brain.

           If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?     Sounded like him

           Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   No

           Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?   No

 Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?         No

 Did you see the deceased?       Yes

 Saw his head only.. And I, myself, felt like just my head had popped up into this very black space but felt a lot of cool ventilation circulating.

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            A bit Seemingly on the other end of this ‘box’ we were in, but solid.  Not a large vision.  Perhaps like I was looking at a hologram of his head only, but solid

            How much of the deceased did you see?       Just his head

            Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?           At the age of death.

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?            He looked well again.

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   No.n

 Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No

 How long did the experience last?      Just a few seconds

 Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?       Sudden

 Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          Yes

 Caring.  Still looking out for me.

 Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  Explained in detail earlier in the questionnaire

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

           Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   Because this just doesn’t happen under anesthesia without some help from the other side.  The cool ventilation in that space instantly made me extremely clear minded.

After all this time my belief does not waiver.  The message was clear, succinct and to the point.

           Was the experience dream like in any way?  No 

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  I was in awe.  But again, it went so fast and didn’t’ doubt it’s reality.  A very brief panic that he would go away before I could say something back.  I wanted him to know I knew what was going on.

 Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes

 Confirmed my after life beliefs.

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?          Best part is that it happened at all.  Worst part was it was so quick.  I would’ve loved for him to impart more info about  what is ‘beyond the veil’.

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

What other attitudes and beliefs about your experience do you currently have?

Sacred          

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Initially became very emotional when I was woke up.   Crying uncontrollably trying to explain to nurse what had just happened but she just dismissed it as a dream.  I knew it was fruitless to try to exp,sin.

 Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          No

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes

 The whole head popping up into a completely black ventilated  space experience

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         Yes

 I immediately understood what was happening, no question.  I don’t know how often this happens to people.

 Did you become aware of future events?      No

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?      No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   Yes

 It seemed that only what was needed to make this communication, our heads/brains, were involved. Like when I said it felt like my head had popped up into this space.

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   No

 Did you see a light?        No

 Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

 Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes    I only told people I knew would believe me.  They thought it was pretty amazing

 Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?         No

 Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          Uncertain

 Anesthesia

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? No 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes