Jacqueline R ADC
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Experience description:

I was 3 years old. My grandmother had died 6 six months before. She had a pancreatic condition. We were very close, and she gave me lots of love and protection in my early years.

When she died, according my parents have told me, I was very sad during all of this period of time. I couldn't understand the fact that she wasn't there anymore. I had problems to sleep, so my parents decided that I should sleep with them.

One night, my parents woke up in the middle of the night, and I wasn't in bed. So they found me in another room. I told them that I couldn't sleep. And suddenly, my grandmother appeared. She told my that she was fine, and I shouldn't be sad. She also told me that I should take care of my baby brother. After that encounter, I had a relief.

None of these experience I can recall as an adult.

 Was this experience difficult to express in words?          No

 Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?      Uncertain

 Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          Yes

           Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:   I have no memories at all.

           Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?     I have no memories at all.

           If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?     I have no memories at all.

           Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   No

           Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?   No

 Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?       Not sure.

 Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  No information.

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was probably real

           Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   I think my experience is real, because it's unlikely a small 3 years old girl could invent a history like that.

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  Not memories at all.

 Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes

 My parents confirm that I was more relaxed after that experience.

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?          Not sure.

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?    No

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          No memories at all.

 Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          No

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         No

 Did you become aware of future events?      No
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   No

 Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   No

 Did you see a light?        No

 Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

 Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes    Most of people are very skeptical to these kind of events.

 Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?         No

 Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? No 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes