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EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION 2569:

 I was doing my nightly meditation.  I could visualize myself walking down a long stairwell.  When I got to the bottom of the stairwell, my mother was there.  She looked vibrant and thinner (she was very obese at the time of her passing).  She had on a gray shirt and pants (I bought her that outfit 5 years ago when she was doing rehab in a rehab center).  Her hair was still in short dread locs and she did not have her oxygen in (she had COPD and couldn't live without oxygen).  My mother was on oxygen for years.  She looked at me and smiled but no words came from her mouth.  I heard her voice in my head saying 'I love you', 'I am ok', 'Finish your book', 'Watch Tyreq' (Tyreq is one of my sons).  Then I came out of my meditation.

 Was this experience difficult to express in words? No

 Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?          No

 Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?       Yes

           Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:          Her voice in my head.  She told me to 'I love you', 'I am ok', 'Finish your book', 'Watch Tyreq' (Tyreq is one of my sons).

           Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?          I heard her voice inside of my head.  It sounded like her, it was in my head.

           If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?    It was exactly her voice

           Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? No

           Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?       No

 Did you see the deceased?       Yes

 She was thinner (Obese at time of death). Her skin was vibrant (toward the end of her life she became very pale). She had no oxygen (She wore oxygen all the time up until her death.)

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            Very Solid like she was right in front of me.

            How much of the deceased did you see?       All of her

            Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?   She looked a little younger

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?           She looked very healthy.  She was thinner, but still had a little weight on her.  She didn't need oxygen.

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? No

 Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No

 How long did the experience last?      No sure.

 Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?      The beginning was gradual and the ending was sudden.  I had to walk down a staircase to get to her.  But once she gave her message, I woke up

 Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          No

 Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?          She did.  But I will describe on another form.  She came to me again. It had to do with my son Tyreq

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

           Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   Everything she said happened.

           Was the experience dream like in any way?  No

 What did you feel (while awake) immediately prior to your experience? Relaxed         

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  I felt ok during the experience.  I was happy to see her

 Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes

 When she died, I was in charge of arranging everything so I postponed my grief.  That experience started my grieving process so I can heal.

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?     The best part was seeing her.  The worst part was the grieving process.

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         Yes She verified something about my son
What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Major Grief.

 Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          No

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         No

 Did you become aware of future events?      Yes  Something happened to my son she mentioned

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?  No

 Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   No

 Did you see a light?        No

 Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

 Have you shared this experience with others?      

Yes    The people I shared it with have the same beliefs of about what happens when loved ones transition.  They weren't surprised.

 Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?       No

  Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience? I am going to do another form because she came to me again

 Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?    No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?     Yes  I went into anaphylactic shock and almost died when I was 21.

 Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?                     Yes



 EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION 2570:

I was in my car driving to pick my son and daughter up from Homecoming.  I heard my mother's voice in my head saying 'Jazmine, Tyreq is sick, I gotta come get him.'  I was in the car alone so it could not have come from no where.  At that time, my son had been complaining of headaches for about a week now and I thought it was his allergies.  I took him to the emergency room the next day.  We found out he lost almost all the vision in his left eye and there was something on his brain.

 Was this experience difficult to express in words? No

 Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?          No

 Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?       Yes

           Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:          'Jazmine, Tyreq is sick.  I gotta come get him.'

           Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?          It was in my head

           If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?    It was definitely without a doubt her voice.  My mom has a very distinguished voice.

           Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? no

           Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?       no

 Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?       No

 Did you see the deceased?       No

 Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No

 How long did the experience last?      Less than a minute

 Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?      The beginning and the end was sudden.  Her voice came suddenly and left.

 Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          Yes

 She sounded urgent and worried

 Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?          Yes.  She told me something was wrong with my son.  It was true.  Something was wrong with him. Had I not received that message, I would not have taken him to the hospital.

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

           Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   Every thing she has told me so far in dreams or through auditory messages has happened.

           Was the experience dream like in any way?  No         

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  I felt sad and confused, because I had just lost her 6 months prior and I had to deal with more.  My son is ill.

 Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? No

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?     The best part was seeing her.  The worst part was the grieving process.

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? No     

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?   Yes          It just gave me confirmation that when we die, we just transform and go elsewhere.  We aren't technically 'gone'

 Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?         No

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Confusion, sadness

 Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          No

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         No

 Did you become aware of future events?      No

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?  No

 Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   No

 Did you see a light?        No Response

 Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

 Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes    The people I shared it with have the same beliefs of about what happens when loved ones transition.  They weren't surprised.

 Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?       No

  Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience? I am going to do another form because she came to me again

 Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?    No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?     Yes 

I went into anaphylactic shock and almost died when I was 21.

 Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?                     Yes